Date: Jun 17, 2013 01:11 am Title: Chapter 82
This chapter was the break through I've been waiting for. Finally it's all out on table for both of them to address. Love confessions were made on both sides and it was romantic in its own way. But it's arguements like the this that make relationships last not just saying everything is ok and moving on. That's where Michael went wrong with Abigail I think, acting like everything was fine and it wasn't. With Kalli he's making a huge effort and it shows in this chapter. I'm so happy proud that Kalli spoke her mind and let Michael know how she felt instead of keeping it inside like she usually does. By doing so made Michael realize that he needed to let Kalli know how he felt and why he acts the way he does with her. This is the communication that they needed to have from the beginning. Now that they have talked their relationship should be able grow from here on out.
Favorite quotes:
“It won’t be always pink and easy but at the end, it's worth it. If you love my Michael, the troubles his lifestyle bring won’t make you change your mind” Katherine says “Just remember; don’t go to sleep angry at each other. Never”
“WHY?” I exclaim “Why do you do that? You have the nerve to write me love letters but you don’t have the balls to tell me that you love me! I hate you!” I say throwing the paper at him “Why do you do this to me? I give you everything, I’ll try to be the best for you but you make me feel so unloved, unwanted and worthless. As if I am your second choice. I love you Michael, with all my heart! But you seem to care more about what and who Abigail do. I thought you divorced her for me, I thought you wanted me. But you don’t! You just want this” I scream pointing at my belly “You just want what my body has to offer. You want me to give you kids. You want to fuck, but you don’t want to love me! That’s not fair” I say “I broke someone’s heart for you...”
“Please, don’t” Michael says getting up “I-I-I-I don’t it on purpose. I’m hurt and I’m scared. I want it, I want to be fully yours but whenever you’re not around, whenever someone is too close to you, I have those images in my head; images of her cheating on me. And it haunts me! And it makes so upset because I can’t trust you because of what someone else did. The more I love you, the more jealous and scare I get. The more I love you, the less control I have. I-I-I-I love you so much that it hurts. I LOVE YOU!” he finally says causing me to cry harder “I don’t want to fuck anymore, I want to make love to you. I fucking love you that I want to die whenever you talk about Seattle. I love you so much that thinking of you leaving me makes me sick in the stomach. Don’t leave me” he adds “I’m so scared. You’re too good for me. You are everything I have ever wanted; you’re an angel. You’re full of life... I know how living feel like with you! You deserve so much more. I’m scared that one day you will realize I don’t deserve you and leave. I’ll die because I love you too much to let you go”
P.S. Michael looks so happy in the first video but in the second he looks like he wants to cry. I just want to hug him and tell him it's ok.
Author's Response:
Indeed, Michael finally said what she needed to hear. Now time for some make up ex *woot woot*
Date: Jun 17, 2013 12:22 am Title: Chapter 81
Sounds like Michael is not completely over Abigail which is a slap in the face for Kalli. He just keeps braking her heart but it does explain the whole "Daddy Michael" attitude. At least he is finally talking to Kalli but he can't keep giving her a half ass relationship. He wants to be the only man in her life right now so he should give her the same respect and be the only man in her life meaning he needs to let Abigail go. It wasn't it meant for them to be together this time around which is why he met Kalli, he was meant for her. I think that once he gets it all off his chest he'll be able to let go but until then he's just hurting Kalli. She loves him and he needs to let her know how he feels and not string her along. Ivan now understand why Michael said all those hurtful thngs to Abigail. She was wrong for cheating on him not once but twice.
Author's Response:
Date: Jun 16, 2013 11:53 pm Title: Chapter 83
Ahahahhahahahhhh! That was....oh dear Lord, I can literally imagine the look on Janet's face!
Author's Response:
Something like this LMAO
ok just jk LMAO
Date: Jun 16, 2013 10:40 pm Title: Chapter 83
I LIVE!!!! Yassss for the love making! Yassss for Michael's nickname for Kalli's tig ol bitties and her kitty!! Lmao I love it. They're so nasty. But it's all good when you're nasty with your man and in a monogamous and happy relationship. I love it. I'm so happy they're back on good terms and its legit this time. Love makes everything better. And lmao at Michael wanting some head after Janet caught him sipping Kalli's piña colada! A mess! How embarrassing. I surely hope they lock the door next time. Lol. Michael loves getting drunk on Kalli's piña colada. Lmao it's good. He should be addicted to his woman! I bet Janet is gonna tell the others and they're gonna be joking and pokin fun at them once they leave that room. Lol hell as loud as they were, I can't believe nobody heard them!
Author's Response:
So true, as Janet would say it "NASTAY"!! The thrist is back! Only Michael would want some head after his sister caught them! That would be even more embrassing if Janet spill the bens to the other brothers. I bet she will LMAO
Date: Jun 16, 2013 05:17 pm Title: Chapter 82
And I agree with everyone else, he needs to make love to her. Make her feel like she is truly loved and appreciated.
Author's Response:
Date: Jun 16, 2013 05:12 pm Title: Chapter 82
About freakin time! Kalli shouldn't have to threaten his ass to get him to act right! This is what should've been happenin all along! From this point on, Michael needs to start proving why he wants Kalliope. Why does he deserve to be with her, showing that he actually loves her. Not writing those damn notes! I was actually not gonna be mad at her at all for leaving his ass. It shouldn't take all that to admit that he loves her. But I am glad she confronted him. He needed to hear that. He needs to prove to her that he loves her for who she is, not for the babies she can make. Speaking of babies, I see Kalli and Jade are growing closer. That's so sweet. I think she's starting to feel those maternal instincts now. It's good to hear her say how much she loves Jade and wants more kids like her. That's all good to hear. But until Michael gets his shit together, he won't be getting anymore babies from Kalli. He needs to change his ways right now before his worst feat comes true-- she leaves his ass for good.
And I'm glad Katherine likes Kalli.
Author's Response:
Hey you! Yas! Now time to make up and stop fucking thigns up whenever it gets good! LMAO you are thru with the letters? Aww, IMO that's cute :D! And yes, we need more and more Jade and Kalli moment! Thank you for the review
Date: Jun 16, 2013 05:08 pm Title: Chapter 82
Annie your so sweet to give us another chapter.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
*Fangirling*
He said it He said I love you Make up sex making love yes it can happen now ahhhhhhh I love you annie big time
Author's Response:
YYYYYYYYAAASSSSSS to make up sex!
Date: Jun 16, 2013 04:54 pm Title: Chapter 82
Yay I'm so glad that she didn't have to leave to get him to say it! Now they need to make love. I can't believe I'm saying this but he needs to put Daddy Michael away the next time they do it. Make-up sex time! Bow chicka wow wow.
Author's Response:
Date: Jun 16, 2013 02:09 pm Title: Chapter 1
As far as Slutbogail goes, if the shoe fits......
I have to say that until these latest developments I liked Abigail. I thought she was a bit boring but sweet. Now I am done with her ass. Not only did she have the nerve to slap Michael after SHE carried on with his brother, but she cheated on him in the past. Any respect I had for her is gone. So from now on I will only call her Slutbogail, Hoebigail, Skankbigail, Skeezebigail, Trampigail, DimeStoreHookerbigail, etc, etc. You get the point.
Author's Response:
Date: Jun 16, 2013 01:29 pm Title: Chapter 81
Sigh. Aw man. I knew this would happen. And I honestly don't even know what to say. I can say that both of their feelings right now are warranted. They're both correct to feel the way they feel, but with Michael I think he's not being fair to Kalli. It's time to be honest with her. What are his intentions with her? Why does he wanna be with her so bad? Kalli doesn't deserve to be a rebound or a substitute for what he couldn't have with Abigail's trifling ass. It's not fair to her. Kalli is a beautiful young woman, she's full of life. She doesn't deserve to be secondary for Michael. Now I know Michael wanted a life and family with Abigail, otherwise he wouldn't have married her. But what about now? Shit even then. The first time she cheated is when he should've left. That's his fault. He wanted a family that damn bad where he would tolerate an unfaithful woman? That's not even fair to himself. That would explain why he's so possessive and jealous over Kalli and other men. He's afraid she will do to him what Abigail did. And that's not true. They aren't the same at all. That's what's keeping him from saying he loves her. He's scared. The man has deep rooted trust issues thanks to HObigail. Smh.
Idk what's gonna happen now. Michael is obviously broken. But maybe he should've taken the time to be divorced for a while before jumping right into another relationship. He wanted a family so bad, and he didn't give Kalli an option. Now of course she wanted to be with him too but maybe.. It may have been a little too fast. Now I feel bad because Kalli is thinking about leaving.. And honestly if she does, I can't say I blame her. She's feeling like a rebound and paying for mistakes that she hasn't and won't ever even make. Oh boy. Girl you gotta update again. Please!!!!! Kalli needs to address everything she's feeling right now and Michael needs to give her some much needed answers.
Author's Response:
Hey girl! Indeed, Michael should have cleared his mind before getting involved in another relationship. He wanted Kalli so bad that he burned essential steps. Now, the real question is why he wants her so bad! LMAO @ HObigail. I'll try to update again lol and thank you for the 300th reviews!!!!!
Date: Jun 16, 2013 01:24 pm Title: Chapter 1
OK now I think that Kalli should leave. She needs to tell him exactly how unappreciated he's making her feel and then leave. He needs a wake up call to snap him out of his self pity. Because that's what it is at this point. I don't doubt that he loves Kalli but by dwelling on his past and not telling her I don't blame her for feeling like a uterus on legs. I can understand that he is hurt and scared of betrayal but he needs to remember that Kalli is not Abigail. Just because Slutbogail put him through a bunch of bullshit doesn't mean that Kalli will. And he now has a much more compatible woman to have babies with so he can still have the family he wants. So who cares what Abigail does anymore? I know he's not still in love with her because he divorced her for Kalli. His relationship with Abi was dead for a long time. But he needs to get over himself because he's overlooking what's right in front of him. Kalli needs to give his ass a reading and fly back to Seattle. Bring back the Thirst girl.
Author's Response:
Oh I see that you adopted the nickname Slutbogail LMAO! You're right, Michael needs to realize that Kalli and Abigail are two different women and that just because people hurt him in his past, doesn't mean Kalli will.
"Kalli needs to give his ass a reading and fly back to Seattle. Bring back the Thirst girl. "
Date: Jun 16, 2013 01:22 pm Title: Chapter 81
I say that..... I said that Michael still love this girl.
I am pissed off because it look like he using kalli the same way Abby used him.
Michael just need to get over her. Michael she dont love you no more. She not inlove with you no more get that through your thick ass skull.
What I cant belive is that this woman right in front of you is trying to love you and she feel like you using her.
Michael just go with that bull shit.
She the one who gave you the child and you being a whiny bitch talking about that should of had been your child. Maybe abby got tired of your damn ways. Michael you need to grow the fuck up that all I got to say for him. No wonder he can't say I love you because he still love this girl.
Bull shit Bull fucking shit..
Michael get a life Abby is not on you.
Kalli tell him how you feeling now like a rebound put Michael out his place.
And I know Michael gonna need Kalli.
But I think Kalli need to get Jade and go back to seattle so Michael can think.
It alot of thinks kalli did for Michael and I think he just using her really Michael.
Im so pissed of at Michael it don't make no damn sense.
Annie can you give ma bottle of water or wine cooler to cool off. lol
Author's Response:
Date: Jun 16, 2013 01:07 pm Title: Chapter 81
No, Kali, you mustn't leave! He's fragile and hurt and doesn't need another person turning their back on him. He needs you and Jade to rebuild that dream.
Author's Response:
If Michael could tell her what she wants to hear. But you're right; if she leaves now he will feel betrayed
Date: Jun 16, 2013 11:17 am Title: Chapter 80
I noticed the "who knows with her" part as well but I just chalked it up to him being hurt and angry and saying anything to hurt them and insult her for the ho-ish activity that was committed. Now I wonder.. Has she cheated on him before? That would explain a lot, if so. Hopefully that's addressed in the next chapter.
Kalli needs to get him outta there and get him home so they can talk.
Author's Response:
Hey girl! Happy that you noticed it too :D And indeed, Kalli mentions it on the next chapter that is online BTW. Thank you for the review!
Date: Jun 15, 2013 10:41 pm Title: Chapter 80
DRAMA!! With a giant capital D. And not the kind of D that is usually a part of this story. I just knew that Michael didn't know. I knew it! I don't see why Kalli didn't mention anything to him about Jackie after the hospital visit though. She assumed that he knew but she should have talked to him about it directly instead of sneaking around to see Abigail and figure it out herself. DM and Kalli seriously need to work on their communication. Even if he isn't ready to say "I love you" they need to have a long talk once he cools down from this incident. Michael has his guard up emotionally and he needs to let Kalli in fully if he wants their relationship to progress. I hope that once he calms down he will really talk to her about how he feels.
Under normal circumstances she should have read his narrow ass for abandoning her like that the first time she met his family, but given how much fuckery is going on it really isn't the time to be bringing it up. I can see why she let it go.
Poor Michael. He has every right to be mad I don't blame him at all. True he said some harsh things but it was coming from a place of hurt. And lets be honest, Abi and Jackie deserve everything he said. In the long run Michael will be angrier with Jackie though. You just don't cross the sibling boundary EVER. Especially if you want to fuck your brother's ex-wife immediately after their divorce. Abi isn't just some random chick he was dating for a while, she was his wife and they were together for a number of years. The whole thing is so wrong. And Abigail needs to step the fuck back. She has no right to slap him after hoing around with his brother and if I were Kalli I would want to slap her back since he can't. I'm not saying that's what Kalli should do, she needs to stay out of it and get Michael out of there. But she shouldn't be debating the urge in her mind no matter how much she likes Abi personally.
I also couldn't get over how ratchet it is to announce the whole thing in front of the entire family like that. They have no respect for Michael's feelings at all. They should have told him IN PRIVATE as soon as Abigail found out she was pregnant. Wait, scratch that, they should have told him when they first started seeing each other.
I wonder, did Abigail have a history of cheating on Michael when they were married? It would explain why he seemed to have checked out of the marriage. And why he said "who knows with her." It also explains why he turns into Daddy Michael whenever another man gets anywhere near Kalli. If she was banging Jackie while they were married she needs to change her name from Lesbogail to Slutbogail.
Kalli better not go back to Seattle now, she needs to be there for Michael until he comes to terms with this latest development.
Author's Response:
YYYAAASSSSS!! Indeed, you knew it :D! And yes, Kalli thought he knew too so, she didn't feel the need to talk about it again. She didn't want him to be hurt again! But at the end they will have to talk about it. The sooner, the better! And they also needs to discute why he left her alone. I hope DM won't be too happy to know that his brothers couldn't keep their eyes off Mama Kalli!
Now about what Michael said. Yes, he was angry nd Jackie must have planned this and this slap was so inaproprite. But I don't think Kalli should slap Abigail back. First of all, Abigail is pregnant. Then, Kalli likes Abigail. And finally, Kalli likes to hurt with words not fists. And a girl fight? LMAO! Indeed, Kalli needs to leave until Michael decides to unleash his anger on someone he can beat. Like Jackie!
AZDHGGDAUZI, I am so glad you noticed the "who knows with her."
HHAH, I guess we all agree that Kalli needs to stick around a little bit more LMAO! Next chapter soon