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Giving a "Voice" to the Universe that the mind creates. My stories are just a look into the lives untold.
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Challenges by Voice  Favorite Series 
He just needed someone to talk to...
Categories: Dangerous: 1991-1993, Adult, Hurt/Comfort, Humor, Romance, Suspense, Trigger Warning!, Bad: 1986-1990
Characters: Michael, Original Girl
General Warnings: Some Scenes of an Explicit Sexual Nature, Strong Language
Trigger Warnings: Drug Abuse, Physical Abuse, Rape, Sexual Abuse
Chapters: 18 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 28543 Read Count: 6151
Date: Jun 15, 2018 Title: Chapter 2: Chapter 1
I'll probably say this every single time but your descriptions are absolutely lovely! They paint an incredibly vivid picture, I've been to London and you're incredibly correct on the weather and how lonely it could be. I am enjoying Michael's aloofness in his, frank is very strong willed and very business minded haha I'm enjoying him he keeps Michael on his toes. His interaction with Kirsten was nice, you'd hope communicating with Michael like he is human would definitely capture his attention. That's all he wanted.
I decided to start from the beginning and I'm enjoying reading!! :) :)!!
Author's Response: Michael knows that he needs that father-esque figure in his life and Frank fits the bill! And I'm sure that anyone in his position just needs that human connection. I hope you enjoy working your way to the present! haha Thank you so much for your review, I hope to make you proud in the following chapters! <3
Date: Jun 13, 2018 Title: Chapter 12: Chapter 11
I have read this chapter and absolutely fell in love with the amount of detail placedd inot this story. I have been in a plethra of online relationships and I have to say, you have captured the essence of it beautifully. I am definitely going back and reading over the previous chapters I need to get squainted with this great story. This will not be the last you hear from me! Loved the update :) :) Hopefully you continue!
Author's Response: Thank You So Much For The Review! I'm trying to make sure that I get the true essence of their relationship while moving the story along. I hope that I continue to keep you satisfied and interested in this story. It's reviews and readers like you that really continue to push me forward into writing this story so Thank You <3
Janus is the God of beginnings, and because he has two faces, he is also the patron of actors, spies, and all those who lead more than one life.
Michael Jackson is brilliant, talented, and troubled. Is it drugs? Mental illness? The stress of his upcoming marriage? Or maybe it's all because someone is making some nasty death threats. No one knows for sure, but something is terribly wrong with the King of Pop, and Nic Gabriel is supposed to fix it.
Nicholas Gabriel is a psychologist, and a genius at fixing broken people. When he's hired to uncover what's gone wrong with the world's most controversial and bizarre pop star, he thinks the job will be simple enough. It's drugs. Because it's always drugs. But what Nic doesn't know is that what he discovers will challenge his medical genius to it's limits, and maybe in the end, cost him everything.
Categories: This Is It: 2006-2009, Mystery, Romance, Slash, Trigger Warning!
General Warnings: Mild Violence, Nudity, Some Scenes of a Sexual Nature, Some Scenes of an Explicit Sexual Nature, Strong Language
Trigger Warnings: Alcohol Abuse, Death, Domestic Abuse, Emotional Abuse, Rape, Self-Harm, Suicide
Chapters: 44 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 185020 Read Count: 23235
Date: Jul 29, 2015 Title: Chapter 25: Chapter 24
I'm sure this challenges every bit of who Nic is. Most people with the profession like his are by now so jaded and aren't as open and emotionnal as Nic is. I love it!!! Just started reading everything and I must say Addictive indeed! 10/10
Date: Aug 03, 2015 Title: Chapter 31: Chapter 30
First of all, I've been catching u on this story for the lst few nights after work and I have to say, theres a llot of emotion captured here. There is his raw sort of emotion that would be painful to even witness, but beautiful at the same time. Also you know, this is more kindred than most would imagine (I too am half a person, they just arent deceased lol) But I wanted to point this particular piece out::
Michael nodded, still holding the photo close. “I... I didn't have any photos of him, you know?” He murmured. “We didn't keep photos of each other. Just to be safe...” “Keep that one.” I told him, thinking it was the very least that I could do. “Keep it and remember him. I have others.” Michael didn't seem to hear me. “Where is he?” He asked. “Where is he buried?” “Arlington.” I replied. “He and... Ken, the other man in the photo. They both are in Arlington National Cemetery.”::
Michael nodded, still holding the photo close. “I... I didn't have any photos of him, you know?” He murmured. “We didn't keep photos of each other. Just to be safe...”
“Keep that one.” I told him, thinking it was the very least that I could do. “Keep it and remember him. I have others.”
Michael didn't seem to hear me. “Where is he?” He asked. “Where is he buried?”
“Arlington.” I replied. “He and... Ken, the other man in the photo. They both are in Arlington National Cemetery.”::
Imagine the closure form this... of no knoing and being in limbo just not able o find that person yet knowing you can somehow "feel" them. it's a lot to try and dgest, but also so freeing all at once! i'll be awaiting your update im jst glad im caught up! :)
The centre of Michael's world crumples when Diane Hargrove discovers that her four year old child has been molested. Exhausted from the Bad Tour and the emotional highs and lows of dealing with his favourite little girl's complicated medical history, Michael finds everyone pointing the finger at him; accusing him of the unthinkable. With the weight of the world upon his shoulders, he struggles through grief and depression and the stress of being the someone that the world perceives him to be.
Scared of being alone, Michael enlists the company of number one fan, Malania Nakamura, who he feels like could just be the only other person on earth who understands his wounded heart.
What will the future hold for Michael's freedom and for Malania's own troubled state of mind?
Categories: Award Winning, Romance, Trigger Warning!
Characters: Original Girl
General Warnings: Graphic Depictions of Violence, Mild Violence, Nudity, Some Scenes of a Sexual Nature, Strong Language
Trigger Warnings: Alcohol Abuse, Anorexia, Attempted Suicide, Domestic Abuse, Drug Abuse, Rape, Self-Harm, Sexual Abuse, Suicide
Chapters: 76 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 336374 Read Count: 111279
Date: Dec 01, 2015 Title: Chapter 62: Chapter 61
I have to say, I absolutely love this chapter! <3 *smiles* My favorite part of this chapter is this: So simple but so beautiful:
Baby, I love you…” he sighed contentedly, leaning over to kiss my cheek. “You know, this is just like anything, you have less experience than I do in this area, so you are asking questions, there’s nothing stupid about it… And, it’s not like one of those things you could ask just anybody about—it’s personal,” he explained, “so why couldn’t you talk about it with the guy that you’re going to potentially have all the sex in the world with!” he joked, making me burst out laughing, doing a good job at keeping the conversation light-hearted.
The fact that paying attention to this love is what should be paid attnetion too here it's not merely just the fluffy word that people throw around nowadays but I feel as though he is meaning that eternal love that a lot of people take for granted and is excruciatingly hard to find.
I also find that having such a huge deep conversation could be opened up to such a humorous moment. I can see why you were nominated and won favorite Michael, the dynamic of the personality is astounding :) I know I've been quiet however I've been reading *smiles*
Hope your well, Skywriter :)
Story #1 in the Seven Secrets Series
"Our souls mirror one another's eerily. Our demons dance with eachother sensually in our paradise with skies the color of hell-flames. We could either find our bliss together on the narrow path of hope, or dance deliriously down the wide open path of destruction."
The King of Pop has been the subject of Amber's Starr Esposito's intense passions since she was an awkward and excitable adolescent. Her obsession with the troubled, controversial mega star alienates her from the people around her until her destiny sweeps her up into a whirlwind of love, insanity and drama with the man of her dreams. It is a bizzare chain of events that brings them together, and they end up sharing deep secrets and intense intimacy. She can't believe her luck, but she wants to be more than his secret girlfriend. She longs to be his proper wife and although he loves and cares deeply for her, he knows she can't handle the paparazzi onslaught that will result if they reveal their secret to the public. But then again, things change . . .life happens . . .you never know . . .There can be no certainty of where the path they clear together will lead them, or of whether or not they will even survive each other along the way.
Disclaimer: All publicly recognizable characters, settings, etc. are the property of their respective owners. The original characters and plot are the property of the author. No money is being made from this work. No copyright infringement is intended.
Categories: Invincible: 2000-2003
Characters: Michael, Original Girl
General Warnings: Mild Violence, Nudity, Some Scenes of an Explicit Sexual Nature, Strong Language
Trigger Warnings: Alcohol Abuse, Anorexia, Attempted Suicide, Death, Drug Abuse, Emotional Abuse, Physical Abuse, Self-Harm
Series: Seven Secrets
Chapters: 38 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 119597 Read Count: 11267
Date: Feb 02, 2016 Title: Chapter 10: Chapter 10 - Suffering
Ahh! Loved this as always, yet heres some things I loved, I love the fact of ho you preented pills being thrown into the lake, the symbolic meaning of it. Both of them throwing away pills for thing they love, things and people they dont desire to hurt, their future and honestly survival. I've never seen anything wirtten like this in mny other stories not only incredibly unique but very pivotal for the characters!
Very sweet how even though thei time in the 'normal' world if you will was inturrupted it was still a wonderful moment for them I love how you captued yet again the humanitarian side of things that even in the face of a drug addicted strung ouut man he didnt desire to inflict or add to that mans suffering only waned to help.
I was close enough to him to feel his pulse when it accelerated. His breaths got shorter. I felt pleasantly feverish. Both of our body temperatures rose and there was actual heat between us. Actual palpable evidence that we both wanted something to happen. He had to be interested, at least physically. I was way past interested and had long since moved on to voracious. I was suffering for him, like I always knew I would be.
and so it begins! the closeness, the attraction, that doesn seem to be only on her end of thing anymore. Buiding tension such as this is one of my favorite things abouut stoies such as yours. Sometime it can be just as enthralling if not more than the actual intimate scenes themselves. Something very intimate about being within that friendship boundry, and feeling that intensity, but knowing the attraction is strong all driven in the name of pulse and body heat.
Yeah, Michael had a different way of doing things, but his problem was a lack of self preservation, I think.
And I wanted to show how adorably skittish he is about love after being f'd over so many times. It was like he protected his feelings but not his safety. Kind of contradictory I guess.
Date: Feb 02, 2016 Title: Chapter 9: Chapter 9 - Damaged
Something else I left out! I was so excited to see house as one of the characters in this story!!! I am a huge long time fan of the series so had me grinning his sarcastic, harsh, unimaginable wit was portrayed wonderfully!!!
Thanks! I was worried about doing justice to House's dialog because he's so damn witty, lol
Date: Feb 02, 2016 Title: Chapter 9: Chapter 9 - Damaged
Thks chapter was gripping! My goodness there is such a unique but likely parallel between them with running away and drowning their emotions in such an awful capacity. thank goodness in a twisted way for Hrave being there in order to save his life. Allow me to mention, it reminded me of when Miss Paris told the stories of Grace doing exactly what you described. Forcing her way to where he's been so much so he shipped her to Africa for a while *chuckles*. She rings me as hopelessly smitten.
as far as their argument, I wouldn't even consider that an argument at all but more of an awakening with him trying to identify himself to her as someone she could communicate on such a level beyond anyone's. I can see why she felt that way, she's still so incredibly sensitive toward him!
i absolutely love this story to pieces. It is seriously my favorite.
Thank you :) And yes, I got that story from Paris. I thought it was really interesting. Gosh, I just felt bad for Grace. I don't know what I would have done if it was me. It would be so painful being with him all the time and raising his kids if he didn't like me that way, lol
Date: Feb 07, 2016 Title: Chapter 11: Chapter 11 - Manic
Oh my God I definitely felt the manic expression and all of this. Misty wonder what is going to happen in the next chapter I'm still hooked just as much as I've ever been. I love seeing her pay it forward and giving back in a way that has helped her! Kevin seemed like such an established man, reading it was sad knowing he in his own way was kind of orphaned. The fall from grace if you will was also sad such a beautiful mind, honeless. At least now he has a second chance!! Hopefully being the humanitarian Michael is,he'll understand!
Wow I have to say she was bold giving him a kiss as she did! I'm slightly worried for her because there was an implication he was awake during some of her revelation but also excited because we get to see the first few bits and pieces of their physical interaction on a sexual level.
i love this! Praying she won't get fired!!
Yes, she does get manic, she over thinks and has a strong sense of guilt. She saw the track marks on the man's arms and saw herself. <\3
Oh, fyi, Kevin will be back :)
That kiss was like a fun, relatable thing - like, would you do it if you had the chance? I totally would! Can you imagine! Lol
Date: Jan 31, 2016 Title: Chapter 8: Chapter 8 - Needed
Another amazing chapter! You know, I can absolutely understand and find the realism astounding when it comes to the body dismorphia (sp?) That he carried with himself. It's beautiful to see not only is she trying to rebuild his confidence and truly show him there is indeed nothing horrid to his appearemce, but to try and break down everyone's negative conclusion of him.
He was already feeling miserable about us appearemce and Trudy was astoundingly offensive and dare I say unprofessional. Nothing like being called degrading names, not only picking you apart but creating a plastic molding.of your features due to them not looking "good enough".
This story has me indulging in my feelingshere haha this cliff hanger is something seriois. Kindred souls Amber and Michael! And again with the passionate and tantalizing description when it cane to the intimacy. .. my goodness!
(BTW to answer your previous question I had been MIA quite a while due to my own ailments but I am back 100% and very happy that days I'm ailing abit recently I'm able to forget my reality and delve into works of art like yours! Bless you for even recognizing my short depature! That's sweet :) :) truly!) (Mjfiction should have where we can respond to authors redponses)!
His BDD was pretty well known. I guess being under the public microscope would drive anyone crazy. I still can't understand how people called him ugly, though. It makes no sense to me. Sometimes I can't stop looking at his pictures (from his older years). I think he was always beautiful. I don't get people sometimes, lol!
I'm hoping you get better really soon! *hugs*
Date: Feb 07, 2016 Title: Chapter 12: Chapter 12 - Hysterical
Yessssss!!!!! I loved this!! Hans I too agree with the admiration, love, affection he carried for Miss Elizabeth! She was so striking and immensely beautiful! I'm so glad to see the closeness even this little bit they are both flirting on the edge of finally crossing that line! I am anxiously awaiting what's coming up! Now we get to the conversation of the previous night.. I enjoy the way you execute cliffhangers!
Yes, Liz is stunning! And yes they WANT to cross that line! <3
Date: Feb 08, 2016 Title: Chapter 13: Chapter 13 - Dizzy
Wow wonderful this chapter was! I am so glad that she was shale to overlook her flaws, and was able to really enjoy herself. I love how Liz just says whatever she pleases,I would imagine her behaving this very way haha!
i am so glad that her and Michael seems to be really divulging in the sexual energy I suppose what he wanted to "talk about" was spoken in more than just words lol
I love it!!
I know right! I always imagined Liz as a boisterous old lady with no filter! Lol
They did address what he wanted to "talk about", but I kind of buried that. I could have been more clear, lol sorry. Anyway here it is:
I wasn’t even brave enough to tell him I loved him, even though I was sure that it was arrantly obvious by now. Only when he was asleep could I say it to his face, and as it turned out - he had never even heard me. He didn't know that I kissed him and I didn’t tell him about it either. All he wanted to know about last night was if I had seen anyone take a picture of us when we were outside. That was what he was worried about. Although now he said it didn't matter anymore because the media was just going to be obsessing about the lovely outfit of mine that he ended up being seen in last night. "Wacko Jacko sex change," he told me was what next week's tabloids would bring, flooding me with guilt again.
Anyhow I'm glad you enjoyed it, and thank you :)
Date: Feb 10, 2016 Title: Chapter 16: Chapter 16 - Hopeless
Firstly it was wonderful tha her friend kind of came to her side. In wondering by the description of him is he someone that will be a character in up coming chapters as a source of a distraction for her.. He seems very mellow, level headed and sweet
oh my god at the message she sent Michael, she finally opened up!! Why am I nervous to see if he responded god I pray he felt the same!!
Thanks :) Her old friend is just kind of neutral. That message - omg, yes very nerve wracking!
Date: Feb 10, 2016 Title: Chapter 15: Chapter 15 - Insane
Ahh! Wonderful wonderful update! This had me clenched and ready to fight Jackie myself! You can tell Kackie still has many deeply rooted issues when it comes to her abuse as a child. She needs to stop projecting and assuming that because she abused that it meant Michael was an abuser.
Your dialogue with this chapter is impeccable! I was not expecting large to actually jump to her side. But I suppose when someone is being irrational and incredibly unreasonable you'll side for what's right. I really felt like Marge stuck it to her for being the one to raise her discrediting Jackie entirely.
onntonthe next chapter I winced when you decribed the outfit the press caught him in, you know they'd have a field day with that!
Thanks! Lol! I needed to take Michael down a few notches, and embarass him a little, his character was too perfect. Later on he becomes even more difficult to deal with, and not so perfect. But that crazy event does seem like something that would happen to Michael, lol!
Jackie is horrible, but Marge takes the opportunity to shred her. The enemy of my enemy . . .and all that.
Thank you for saying the dialog was "impeccable" <3
That makes me happy :)
Date: Feb 10, 2016 Title: Chapter 14: Chapter 14 - Smoldering
Goodness gracious! Her family are so incredibly overbearing! While it's understood she's had a very troublesome past, she's struggled like hell to get to where she is, her family well, a few of them could at least be congratulatory toward her new found life path!
they are what I would classify as dysfunctional. Even there is immense shade thrown toward her weight loss and being thin.
i hate she relapsed but o honestly cannot blame here there has to be a middle ground and from what it looks like there isn't much stress she can handle right now.
Michael provides normalcy in her life, have her a sense of hope and sanity I know she's missing it. Nothing like a revelation that your family has never changed who they are , no growth, nothing. Still just as negative as they've always been
i love this story I am already sad for the day I reach the last chapter
Thank you :) Yep you can definitely call them dysfunctional and negative. Even abusive. That's part of her twisted bond with Michael. I'm glad that you picked up on the fact that they haven't changed or grown. Their characters, although cringe worthy, are very defined. Lol