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I'm in my 30's; I've been a fan of Michael Jackson and love him for as long as I can remember. His music moves me to dance and sing. His music uplifts me when I feel down or tired is like a burst of positive energy. I make sure to always remember his message of L.O.V.E.
To Heal the World. To look at the Man in the Mirror and to start to making a change staring with yourself.
I miss him everyday that he is gone. I wished I meet him just once; I would have giving him the biggest bear hug and just simply said I will always believe in you and I LOVE YOU.
MJ4EVER...... I LOVE YOU ALWAYS ;)
With the L.O.V.E. Lumaris aka Lummi
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Michael Jackson had it all, a successful career, a loving family to include a new wife who he adored with all his heart, and three children one of which was a newborn son. Life was perfect until the day his wife was killed in a car accident. Left a single father and broken hearted, he has vowed never to allow someone get that close again. He had a Fear of loving again. Will he break down his walls and let another woman in? Will he allow himself to love again or will he live a lonely broken life forever?
this is the sequel to FEAR OF FLYING if you haven't read that please read it first as it will make more sense
This story is rated R due to strong language and strong sexual content.
Categories: 2003-2005, Hurt/Comfort, Romance, Trigger Warning!
Characters: Michael, Original Girl
General Warnings: Some Scenes of a Sexual Nature
Trigger Warnings: Alcohol Abuse, Rape
Series: Fear of...series
Chapters: 115 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 360854 Read Count: 41081
Date: Dec 20, 2014 Title: Chapter 103: Chapter 103
Yesssssss, squirm lol; I love it Paris is so funny & sassy. CJ said Ma MA to Mandy ahhhh :)).
I still suggest evening wedding at the ranch with those small lanterns you stick to the ground lighting the aisle and a beautiful gazebo lit up with candles. The heavens clear and the stars shinning.
I really DON'T prefer that both sisters get pregnant at the same time. Jess gets to the bride and newlywed. Mandy gets to be pregnant and continues her recovery. I want all hormones, horniness, cravings and just any shenanigans with the pregnancy to be between Mandy & Michael. Jess & Will will get their moment hopefully much later.
As far the video, I think Mandy will be mad at 1st, but she will watch it and she will get super turn ON!!!!!!!! Who wouldn't I mean picture it: Michael doing his Billie Jean dance naked, every hip thrust going inside me I mean Mandy lol (sorry had moment **blushing** ;).
Looking forward to next chapter..Is all for L.O.V.E....Lummi <33 {Billie Jean not my lover, still having naughty images in my mind ;) }
Date: Nov 13, 2014 Title: Chapter 90: Chapter 90
I loved this chapter. It was beautiful. Mandy I send my love and all positive energy. Keep going for yourself, Michael and the kids. I'm so proud you. When Michael returns for Japan he will be blown away.
Not only will Mandy would be able to stand up and walk a few steps, his little boy will say Dada and Mandy will tell him she is pregnant. Well maybe.. Just a suggestion ;) to the brilliant writer. Please update soon. Lots of love Lummi <33.... Mandy Keep the Faith ( Track#12 Dangerous Album) ;)
Author's Response:
sorry..you'll just have to wait lummi, its way to soon for Mandy to know if Mikeys little swimmers did their job or not. no preggers plots just yet.
:) Dawn(aka Tinker 13)
Date: Oct 01, 2014 Title: Chapter 65: Chapter 65
WOW!!!!!!, I just knew it was Mandy as soon as you describe her blue eyes. I just want to say you are EXTREMELY talented and i'm a big fan. I do feel bad about Jess but, she knows if Mandy never been in a accident she and MJ would be always be together. God's works in mysterious way and Mandy was supposed to be briefly out the picture so Michael could help healed Jess and help her through her rape. Please update soon; any chance of one more update TONIGHT :). If you do we can you please cover MJ & Jess talking about where they stand. Also cover MJ telling Mandy about Jess & Him. Pretty Please with cherry on top. You have a awesome gift. With all your stories you moved to tears, laughter, excitement, sadness ect. I await for the next update. You Rock L.O.V.E Lummi ;)
Author's Response:
I won't have enough time tonight as it takes me 5-6 hours to write. I'll write what I can and update tomorrow afternoon at the latest. Thank you so much for your kind words it really means a lot to me. And yes that's where I was going with the next chapter I just couldn't write anymore as the chapter was extremely long as it was. So I found a breaking point for now.
Date: Oct 16, 2014 Title: Chapter 75: Chapter 75
Thank you, that was awesome!!!!! Hurray the sexy MD Will is the winner (he was my pick :). I can't wait for the next update. Please don't forget to include Michael's smack down on Chris what an *SSHOLE.
It was an accident and is Michael Jackson's kid, he knows Michael has the money to get that fixed asap. Ugh Chris needs a good slap on the face.
Is still MJ"s birthday will we have B'Day sex even if the can go all the way I hoped whatever the can do pleasures them both. You are just great with l.o.v.e..... Lummi <3
Author's Response:
Keep your panties on girl...sex is coming.. Not sure about the hot part tho. Thanks for your consistent reviews. Much appreciated
Date: Oct 14, 2014 Title: Chapter 74: Chapter 74
Awww I LOVE Michael's reaction is the most loving, sweetest and tender it made me tear up. He needed that release his been everyones rock for a long time.
*On a personal note: I hope that God BIesses me with a man as loving as Michael*. Sorry had a Moment :)
In matters of the heart, no one can determine a time frame. Love is Love. On their honeymoon, Mandy told Michael if anything should happen to her; she told him to move on and love again. And he did and a lot of good came out of it. Michael relapse but, he is sober again. Michael safe Jess's life in more ways that one. I know is going be tough when the sisters reunite specially for Jess but, L.O.V.E will make everything OK. Please update soon and if you can let the muses inspire a LONG chapter- please lol ;).
I still voice my choice let it be Dr. "Sexy" Will, he successful, respected and like the Harris Clan another public servant. Sheriff, Fire Fighter, Nurse. Plus as Will start to liking Jess both Mandy & Jess get closer. Jess can ask Mandy for guidance, what to wear when eventually they go out on a date and so on. LOVE.....Lummi <3.......
PPS: Any Birthday S.E.X.??? I can't wait ;)
Author's Response:
You'll just have to wait for the birthday sex or not...sorry for the short chapter but I was busy and wanted to give you something.
Date: Jan 24, 2015 Title: Chapter 112: Chapter 112
Mazel Tov, Mr. & Mrs. Bradley. Will's reaction super adorable. Tears of Joy from everyone; wait till Craig & Joan find out. This will be their 3rd biological grandchild for a total of 5 grandchildren 😄😄😄
Well I got to say I called it right:
* Jess is pregnant 😀😀
*Will got the JOB 🙌🙌
* Happiness is all around
Now if I can call right the Lotto or Power Ball numbers LOL (just kidding), super sweet, funny and a little of naughtiness. 😉😉😉
Is all for L.O.V.E.... Lummi 😊😊😊💗💗💗😉😉
Date: Dec 16, 2014 Title: Chapter 96: Chapter 96
Better late than never. I thank you, for so sweetly taken my suggestion on the setting of Jess & Will 1st time is was hot & sexy.
Your a very talented writer and you have the gift of transporting the reader and make her (in my case), feel the emotions of each character. Keep up the great work and thank so much for letting be even in a smallest way a part of your story telling. With the L.O.V.E. Lummi. <3
Date: Jan 01, 2015 Title: Chapter 107: Chapter 107
Awesome update, I can see the misunderstanding listening in. Shoot If I have been Mandy I who have though the same thing. I'm so proud of Michael for not drinking he is getting much stronger when it comes to difficult situations. I believe deep down there is an insecurity in Mandy about how she looks maybe she should get at least a consultation about possibly removing the scars. We know for sure Michael adores her just the way she is.
Is official it is a baby JACKSON in the oven. Steve is such a b*stard. I gotta say when he drop that C word I was ready to jump in the story and whoop his *ss myself he is the ultimate definition of *SSHOLE. I strongly dislike the C word.
I do feel sorry for Will being dismissed from the clinic. At least they let him leave quietly and it doesn't affect his license. I'm positive he will find something better. Maybe after his wedding & honeymoon with the help of Michael he can open his own practice. With Michael's influence in the entertainment world he may get a few VIP patients. (Just an suggestion) Looking forward next update. Is all for L.O.V.E.....Lummi <33.
Date: Oct 03, 2014 Title: Chapter 67: Chapter 67 vote for Jess's new love
OK :(, my friend I guess we have to wait a little bit longer. Alright bring on Oil & Vinegar been waiting for an update as well. Now that Ash knows that the little girl is the baby she gave up for adoption I need to know what happens next. :)
What I'm saying is any update from your stories are always a treat. ;-)
Your are an awesome writer.... L.O.V.E. Lummi
PS: I vote fella #44444444444 Dr.Will just though I sneak it in. Lol ;)
Date: Oct 02, 2014 Title: Chapter 66: Chapter 66
Thank You (Gracias), I've been all day on the lookout for this update and you once again DID NOT disappoint. I feel sad for Jess but, for those who fell in love with Michael & Mandy we know this two are SOULMATES. It was cool to read the part when Michael said it was in God's plans that Mandy was meant to be briefly away in order for him to help & healed Jess through her raped. I said something alike on my last review lol.
I do want for Jess to stay on and I would like to read the road for her happiness but, don't hook her up with Chris. I want her with a real guy meaning of someone not from the entertainment world. Let's get her a sexy doctor, fire fighter (just like her pops) or a big executive someone grounded who makes a good living. (It would feel the story repeating itself original girl & entertainer both sisters having the same)
The next CHAPTERS need to focused on Mandy & Michael. 1st he needs to let Mandy know about Jess & him. Then she needs to go through more surgeries, recoveries, re connect with the children a most importantly with Michael. I can't wait for that 1st love scene between Michael & Mandy (ahhhh)....... Sorry I got carried away ;)
I hope you update very soon. Love the story and I love your awesome creativity. L.O.V.E. Lummi ;)
Author's Response:
You caught that about gods plan...I did that just for you. :). I try to listen to readers. Sometimes...can't guarantee on who she hooks up with as I already have three guys picked out but haven't decided which one...it's hard for her to meet anyone else because of where can she meet people..but then again I just had a thought pop into my mine..we will see. I really don't think things out too much and make it up as I go thou this plot I had planned for a long time.
Date: Oct 03, 2014 Title: Chapter 67: Chapter 67 vote for Jess's new love
I'm so touch that you are letting your readers make the choice :)
I choose the handsome Dr. Will #44444444444444444444444
I know she already accepted the job with Chris but, I know if I had the chance to have someone I loved given back to me there is no doubt on my mind I want to be with them. I know is going to hurt to be around Michael, but family should be 1st. She grieved her sister very much and felt a little guilty because she still here with CJ & Michael. In someone way she has to be thankful to Mandy because it was HER husband who help her through the darkess time in her life. Now Mandy has a long road towards recovery she needs her family.
Jess can always get another job; I'm sure her parents and Michael won't mind taking care of her a while longer.
Again thank you for the honor to let us vote on the choice and hopefully we will get an update later today. ;). With the L.O.V.E. Lummi :)
Author's Response:
I don't think I will update because I have to update oil and vinegar this weekend.
Date: Nov 12, 2014 Title: Chapter 89: Chapter 89
Hi there, great update I knew Will would feel better to have Jess there with him.
Mandy I send you lots of positive energy; it would be awesome when Michael came back from Japan, she surprised him by standing up by herself, just wishful thinking ;). I also hoped Mandy gets pregnant very soon. See you all real soon ;).... Lots of love.... Lummi <33
Date: Jan 20, 2015 Title: Chapter 111: Chapter 111
Yay, he did get to interview for the L.A, childrens hospital and they are opening a location on Santa Barbara 😀. I know he's going to land the job, he is brilliant neurosurgeon.
Well I do believe the Bradley's are becoming parents. Yes, Will's love milk has done his magic 💏🍌🍩. Maybe twins just to catch up to big sis lol 😉.
This has got to be the sweetest chapter, Michael is so caring & loving. I love how CJ squeals and giggles went Dada Michael says horsie. I can picture his beautiful caramel face, big eyes like his Dada but, a breathtaking Blue like mama and cute long curls. CJ is sooooooo cute. Please update soon, I can't wait to find out the outcome of the home pregnancy test? How Will's interview go? Andddd Will's reaction to the news that he is going to be a PAPA. 💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗🌈🌈🌈🌈🌈😊😊😊
Min Ae Yeong has graduated college only to find out that her big girl office job turn out to be a lot like high school. After getting promoted to a new department, she meets a strange man named Michael Jackson who seems to have quite the list of unflattering rumors following him around and is tormented on a daily basis by their immature coworkers.
When he gets accused of the unthinkable not only do their coworkers turn viciously against him, the entire city seems to have it out for him. Will Min Ae stand by him and help to prove his innocence or will she turn her back on him like the rest of the world has seemed to?
WARNINGS: Violence
***Complete***
Categories: Romance, Suspense, Hurt/Comfort, Adult, Angst, Trigger Warning!
Characters: Michael, Original Girl
General Warnings: None
Trigger Warnings: Domestic Abuse, Drug Abuse, Emotional Abuse, Self-Harm
Series: None
Chapters: 43 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 108148 Read Count: 15030
Date: Oct 22, 2014 Title: Chapter 30: Dropping the Bomb
I'm just shocked. This is simply another evil plot by Lisa. I can't see even in a fiction that Michael denied his child EVER.
She's taking another shot of hurting Michael and Nae. She sees Nae as the other woman that is taking what she wants and that is simply Michael. Lisa is an obsessive, bitter and jealous woman. I'm sorry she can't be right upstairs. "The Mall is open but, ain't nobody shopping". Even if everything was true how can she think destroying his life in such a malicious way can be justified.
As smart & manipulating Lisa is she still let a few things slip out. How did she know Nae left Michael's house two days ago? Can we say STALKER!!! The way she said: I want HIM (even though she said it was for her son) funny she never said OUR hmmmm.
She has all this money and all this connections and she couldn't get a DNA test out of him. Come on is been FIVE YEARS unless if there is even a child is not his hmmmmm you think?
OOh yea there is certainly shadiness going on but, is coming for Lisa.
It just eating her up to see how much Michael loves Nae; even with his walls up she's seen how his tried to remove them for nae-nae. An ultimately that they are expecting a baby together for real.
Please update soon I need to hear Michael side. I can help it. I'll always BELIEVE in MICHAEL (love you most;).... Keep up the awesome work love Lummi <3
Author's Response:
You guys are all so sharp... Lisa can't fool any of you. Not one reviewer actually believes Lisa's story. LOL
Date: Oct 20, 2014 Title: Chapter 29: All Used Up
Thank you for the update. Question you mention earlier that the story will have only have 30 chapters is this still true on will you be adding a few more?
I'm not happy the way Michael is behaving so cold and uncaring.
On that note Michael's been through a lot, suffered and endured a lot of painful things; they both have. PLEASE don't make MJ the bad guy at the end. Lisa's story even though insightful and will reveal somethings she is still a the woman who used him, "maybe denied him children" and did the most rotten thing imaginable. She can not get sympathy from Nae. I believe Michael loves Nae very much but, he is just scare to trust and love. Update soon please love Lummi <3
Author's Response:
I'm going to expand it to 40 chapters. Lisa's about to drop a nuclear bomb. and you're right about Michael. He's got his walls up and heart closed as much as he's been trying... sadly.