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I'm in my 30's; I've been a fan of Michael Jackson and love him for as long as I can remember. His music moves me to dance and sing. His music uplifts me when I feel down or tired is like a burst of positive energy. I make sure to always remember his message of L.O.V.E.
To Heal the World. To look at the Man in the Mirror and to start to making a change staring with yourself.
I miss him everyday that he is gone. I wished I meet him just once; I would have giving him the biggest bear hug and just simply said I will always believe in you and I LOVE YOU.
MJ4EVER...... I LOVE YOU ALWAYS ;)
With the L.O.V.E. Lumaris aka Lummi
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Michael Jackson had it all, a successful career, a loving family to include a new wife who he adored with all his heart, and three children one of which was a newborn son. Life was perfect until the day his wife was killed in a car accident. Left a single father and broken hearted, he has vowed never to allow someone get that close again. He had a Fear of loving again. Will he break down his walls and let another woman in? Will he allow himself to love again or will he live a lonely broken life forever?
this is the sequel to FEAR OF FLYING if you haven't read that please read it first as it will make more sense
This story is rated R due to strong language and strong sexual content.
Categories: 2003-2005, Hurt/Comfort, Romance, Trigger Warning!
Characters: Michael, Original Girl
General Warnings: Some Scenes of a Sexual Nature
Trigger Warnings: Alcohol Abuse, Rape
Series: Fear of...series
Chapters: 115 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 360854 Read Count: 41081
Date: Nov 10, 2014 Title: Chapter 88: Chapter 88
Well my friend you did it again. A sad chapter indeed; My condolences to Will on the passing of his mom. If your a boy, well Will is a man really but, boys are more attached to their mother. We girls; are daddie's girl or princesses. I can't wait for Will's reaction when Jess arrives to his side ** Cue the Tears **
They said that there is a circle of life. Some die and then new life comes. Maybe just maybe ( xx fingers crossed xx) Mandy is pregnant ;). Please update soon. Lots of LOVE.....faithfully Lummi <33
IF I MAY EXPRESS THIS:
**My condoloses go to my coworker, friend and mi hermano (my brother) from work. J on the passingt of his papa (father) God Bless you and your family** love Lummi :)
Date: Dec 28, 2014 Title: Chapter 106: Chapter 106
Whooo, that was hotness. I knew that Mandy would be upset at 1st but, the more she watched; that she would get into it. Instead of pleasuring herself she did it to Michael. Yep those two have some freakiness in them and I loved it.
Just an idea for the wedding how about by Lake Neverland. Maybe during Sunrise and then have a brunch, like a whole day celebration with the family, rides, animals the whole magic of Neverland :). Just a suggestion.
I looking forward to Karma Day and see what fate holds that J*rk Steve. Let the future be kind to Mandy & Michael they both suffered enough.
Looking forward to the next update. All for L.O.V.E... Lummi <3.
Date: Dec 25, 2014 Title: Chapter 105: Chapter 105
Great update. This is a great way to spend christmas day this was spicy. The sexy & raunchy talk from Michael was very HOTT.
This plan has to work, no ifs and buts about it. Michael is such a awesome man he would adopt the child no questions ask, now that's a REAL MAN. Steve is a major *sshole. I don't believe if wishing bad towards any one but, I believe in karma and Steve has some major Karma coming his way. Please let this baby be Michael's this is a token of the miracle of having Mandy back. Pretty please maybe a little girl. ;).
As far the naughty video, I still say Mandy will mad at 1st but, as she watches she'll get into it. I hope the way it comes about Michael shows her the video of the kids and the naughtiness begins to play, just an idea ;)).
Your new story, I like the sneak peak. The story seems so fresh go for it. I will be reading it and reviewing ;)... Is all for L.O.V.E. Lummi <33 Merry Christmas Michael <33
Tinker 13 - Merry Christmas/Feliz Navidad, may you have a wonderful day with your love ones and may god continues to bless you and your talented writing skills :)
Merry Christmas to all my friends in my MJ Family.... I L.O.V.E. All Lummi
Author's Response:
Darn you girl..you are reading my mind again..you'll find out why I say that soon enough.
merry Christmas to you and your family.
Date: Dec 18, 2014 Title: Chapter 102: Chapter 102
Whoop - Whoop, Jess & Will sitting in a tree K.I.S.S.I.N.G, they already in love, they soon getting married ( I suggest at the ranch nighttime, candles lighting the aisle, a beautiful gazebo with candles a cristal clear nite full of stars) then comes Will with a baby carriage. ;)... No right away though lol
Also It would be cute, that Paris did or say something at the wedding like Uncle Will are you going to give squirm to aunt Jessy like Daddy did to mommy to have a baby. Lol
I prayed that Mandy is pregnant I know that's what they both want. Michael is so cute he is so excited and is not confirm yet. I need more love making scenes between Michael & Mandy. Jess & Will are stealing all the sexy moments. (Yes I'm team M&M all the way <33).
Very Excited about the next chapter: Is Michael a DA DA again??.... Is all for L.O.V.E... Lummi <3
Date: Nov 20, 2014 Title: Chapter 95: Chapter 95
Yassssssss!!!! CJ said da da :). I can picture clearly Michael's cute face when he said it. :))
Go Jess, put that b*tch on check. I so happy that the whole family saw right through Shelly's fake *ss. Well funeral is over Will's father told him that his other sons and daughter's in law will look out for him. So will & jess can hit the road. I know everyone is looking forward for those two to get it on and trust me I as well. I wanted to suggest the 1st time because of the cold weather a cozy, cute bed and breakfast. Why I suggest this because Michael & Mandy's 1st time was in that setting sure they were not camping but, you know wilderness around, a camp fire. I just want a different place for this two. Is just a suggestion you are the brilliant writer. Looking forward next update. Love always..... Lummi <3
Author's Response:
Make sure you keep reviewing..you keep dropping off the face of the earth.
Date: Nov 18, 2014 Title: Chapter 94: Chapter 94
Well things are getting very heated between Jess & Will. Yep It feels this relationship will be consummated and very soon ;). I think is time for Jess to show Michelle thou shalt not mess with MY Man. (S.L.A.P.) yep sounds go to me.
I'm also happy Will's dad told him that he is proud of him and he loves him. He also gave him his blessing to be with Jess. Great update looking forward to next chapters. Love always Lummi <3.
Date: Nov 18, 2014 Title: Chapter 93: Chapter 93
Well I see two of my three wishes came true. Mandy I'm so proud of you. You are determined to get your full life back. I felt bad when Paris said what she did but, kids are like that they are very honest almost to a fault. I'm glad after grandpa Craig explain she wasn't confused any more and she apologize to Mandy. Question: Is Mandy going to have plastic surgery for her face?
I love how you finished the chapter with Michael & Mandy on the height of ecstasy ;). You wrote that little guy started fussing and walking up; but it would have been so cute to Add that Michael gets up put on his boxers, goes picks up CJ then takes him to bed. CJ smiles seeing his daddy and then have he goes da da da da da :). + With the two intense love making sessions they just had wish #3 is coming soon: MANDY gets PREGNANT :))) update soon love Lummi <3
Author's Response:
Girl you crack me up..can't you see they are working on it...I know i shoulda tossed in the da da thing but I thought I'd save it
Date: Oct 09, 2014 Title: Chapter 71: Chapter 71
Well you did it again. This is BEAUTIFUL chapter it made me cry. Specially when Paris asked for a hug and Mandy tried to say she can't but, Michael place Mandy's arms around Paris is was soooo touching. I await patiently for when the whole clan can be finally together again that mean Jess is there too.
I must say I'm a Mandy & Michael team all the way so I'm loving the chapters that focus on them. Thanks for updating quickly you stories are AWESOME!!!! L.O.V.E..... Lummi <333
PS: I'm looking forward to next update- hopefully soon ;) is ALL for LOVE :)
Author's Response:
Glad you liked it
Date: Oct 07, 2014 Title: Chapter 69: Chapter 69
Well another wonderful update. Is very touching to hear Michael still be as sweet & caring over Jess. I'm hoping very soon Mandy talks a little more so she and Mike could talk a few things ;). Right now it feels so separate, can we please fast forward a little that week in NYC and have Jess back in Miami closer to her family. Jess needs to see Mandy and I am sure Mandy would love to see Jess after Michael told her what Jess went through. Also you may never know during that visit who she might meet.
(4).Perhaps a handsome, sexy, Single Doctor ;).....Dr. Will......Yessss, cause when I get that feeling I want Will to heal me ;)). Just being silly or am I LOL :)........ l.o.v.e. Lummi
Author's Response:
I needed to play it out just to tie up some loose ends. I'll speed it up. Don't worry
Date: Jan 13, 2015 Title: Chapter 110: Chapter 110
Oh Yeah, that was SUPER HOT. Yes Mandy ride that BIG stallion. So funny he just walks in and gives baby CJ to Grace and tells her suddenly something came up. Indeed Thriller (borrow this from Blinded by Love) is UP and ready to attack. Go Hormones!!!! Awww don't go yet. Mandy & Michael 4 ever.
Is all for L.O.V.E ......Lummi 😉💞💞💞💞PS: I need to splash some cold water in my face. 😊😊😊
Date: Oct 29, 2014 Title: Chapter 82: Chapter 82
Hi, I'm here very sorry I just caught up with every update. Is been a very long couple of weeks 10 days straight without a day off. Anyway I'm so happy how everything is falling into place. Jess & Will - Michael & Mandy. I loved how Mandy gave that *sshole Steve his medicine. The same with Jess and that super Jerk Chris.
Is there anyway even in a flashback that Michael gets a chance to lay it to that jerk Chris. I can't help it; I think Michael is so sexy when he gets gangster lol just like when he kicked Steve's butt and Mandy's Ex. He is so bad really - really Bad ;). Will is so sweet & romantic. I can wait for the next update.... With L.O.V.E..... Lummi <3
Date: Nov 08, 2014 Title: Chapter 87: Chapter 87
Great chapter, more in deep of Will & Jess relationship. I hope Will's mama is is OK. I'm happy they said the L word :) to each other; I believe after a certain point in your life you know what you want and go for it.
Here is Michael to save the day. :)). Only MJ can make a call and have a plane ready in less than an hour.
By the way if you happened to know where an awesome guy like Will is please let a friend aka Lummi know lol ;).//I wish it was Michael of course but, Dr. Will would be just fine ;)...
Looking forward to next chapter, need some more Michael & Mandy focus, maybe forward just a little bit, just a little now. As maybe Mandy has had done a lot more therapy and surprises everyone by standing up and walking just a little. Just s small suggestion. You are the great writer :)
L.O.V.E..... LUMMI <3
Date: Feb 13, 2015 Title: Chapter 114: Prologue Mandys story
I still feel sad that this story has come to an end. I love Michael and Mandy since Fear of Flying. Is great to read a story where love conquers all. Through addiction, malice (when they lied about Mandy being dead) and even death.
CJ is so adorable his nakey self running out of the bath, that was funny. When he said potty mama it was adorable. You can tell he loves Michael and Mandy so much but, he is mommy's little man. He almost cried when saw Mandy in pain; that there shows how much he loves mama.
Welcome home Angel Michaela Jackson. We been expecting you. This two additions to Jackson Clan are very special as they represent the love between Michael & Mandy. CJ was conceived out of love after the plane crash were two lost souls found solace, love and fought to survive. Angel she is that. A darling Angel was a gift for them as Mandy came back to life and had a 2nd chance to reunite with her family, children and Michael. I LOVE YOU ALL 💖
Is all for L.O.V.E.always....Lummi 👏👏💖💖😘😘
Author's Response:
It is a lovely family they've created. Glad you liked the characters. Thanks for all of your support and consistent reviewing
Date: Feb 22, 2015 Title: Chapter 115: Prologue Jess's story
Again is bittersweet to see this story go. I love all this characters but, I will always be Team Michael & Mandy. Congratulations Will & Michael your daughters are beautiful. I know you you will did be a fantastic papa's. I did get scared when they had to do the emergency C-Section. I could not handle another beloved character dying.
I love how Will said this to Jess and with find out how their daughter name came about. This was deep & sweet: “Jessica Bradley you are the strongest woman I know. You know they say when someone passes away, new life also comes as is the circle of life. Our baby is this as she represents life after the passing of my mother. Thank you for wanting to name her after my mother.”
in the end ALL IS GREAT....ALL FEAR HAS FADED....L.O.V.E LIVES ON...4EVER
TEAM MICHAEL & MANDY <3......LUMMI :) BE HAPPY ALL
Author's Response:
thank you for all of your support for this story and all of my stories. I truely appreciate ever review and insight.
Date: Oct 14, 2014 Title: Chapter 74: Chapter 74
Awww I LOVE Michael's reaction is the most loving, sweetest and tender it made me tear up. He needed that release his been everyones rock for a long time.
*On a personal note: I hope that God BIesses me with a man as loving as Michael*. Sorry had a Moment :)
In matters of the heart, no one can determine a time frame. Love is Love. On their honeymoon, Mandy told Michael if anything should happen to her; she told him to move on and love again. And he did and a lot of good came out of it. Michael relapse but, he is sober again. Michael safe Jess's life in more ways that one. I know is going be tough when the sisters reunite specially for Jess but, L.O.V.E will make everything OK. Please update soon and if you can let the muses inspire a LONG chapter- please lol ;).
I still voice my choice let it be Dr. "Sexy" Will, he successful, respected and like the Harris Clan another public servant. Sheriff, Fire Fighter, Nurse. Plus as Will start to liking Jess both Mandy & Jess get closer. Jess can ask Mandy for guidance, what to wear when eventually they go out on a date and so on. LOVE.....Lummi <3.......
PPS: Any Birthday S.E.X.??? I can't wait ;)
Author's Response:
You'll just have to wait for the birthday sex or not...sorry for the short chapter but I was busy and wanted to give you something.