Penname: staciethehedghog [Contact] Real name: Savanah Autman
Member Since: Aug 07, 2010
Membership status: Member

Age: 25 going on 26


Interests: Reading, Story Writing, Listening to Music, going on long car rides, being with family and friends, and of course drawing, and Asian culture.


Location: Charlotte North Carolina.


 Occupation: College Graduate.


Favorite Male Artist: Michael Jackson of course Lol! Ne-Yo, Usher, Akon, Bob Marley, Bebe Winans.


Favorite Group band: Jackson 5 of course ;) :)


Favorite Food: Curry Chicken and rice, pizza, hotdogs, burgers, pasta, fried dumplings, CHOCOLATE!!!!! and anything that's chocolate filled :)


Favorite Quote: Leave your worries to God, He's up all night anyway.

Beta-reader: Yes
Gender: Female
Age: 12-15
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Reviews by staciethehedghog

Being gay is tough in a world where there is so much hate surrounding it. It's even harder when you're famous.

Michael Jackson and Adam Lambert have to go through their superstar lives living a lie. Living in the closet. It works for four years without any issues, but after awhile people start to wonder why they're always together.

Now, the two of them have to deal with the media hounding on them for supposedly being gay and they have to deal with all of the hateful words that are targeted at homosexuals.

Will Adam and Michael collapse under the pressure or will they be able to stay strong and stick together?

Will they ever come out of the closet?

250+ reviews! So awesome, I can't even explain it! Honestly, it's so overwhelming! Thank you thank you thank you! <3 :D


 Haha, just imagine me in Quincy's place for a second... that's how I feel about all the reads/reviews/favorites, so thank you again :D

And Adam... Just admit it, you want a piece of that sexy ;)

Categories: Bad: 1986-1990, Adult, Angst, Hurt/Comfort, Humor, Romance, Slash, Suspense, Trigger Warning!
Characters: Michael
General Warnings: None
Trigger Warnings: Alcohol Abuse, Drug Abuse, Emotional Abuse
Series: None
Chapters: 87 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 165392 Read Count: 20295
[Report This] Published: May 21, 2012 Updated: May 28, 2013
Reviewer: staciethehedghog Signed
Date: Aug 24, 2012 Title: Chapter 50: Chapter 50: Dinner Disaster

Damn.... That's all I can say Sweet Merciful Jesus!! Tsk tsk gotta love fam... Continue!! And cool zip lining? That sounds awesome!! And for the moth, I suggest you get some bug spray ;)

Author's Response:

Haha! Yeah! Ziplinging was sweet! Very fun! The first one was kinda nervewracking because it was the highest one there and I was kinda like "okk this is scary..." haha! In the end they made me go second (after my dad) because nobody else wanted to go yet! Lmao! After that it was all good though :P

AW! I should have! I have bug spray too! I keep it in my room (idk why, I never use it)! UGH! I should have! Lmao! I dunna where it is anymore, hopefully it flew away... or it's still in my room... eating my clothes... D:<

Reviewer: staciethehedghog Signed
Date: Aug 25, 2012 Title: Chapter 51: Chapter 51: Venice

Awesome update!!! LOL!!! Oh my god!!! Tampon is like a cookie I was laughing so hard at that little Mia within 10 years, she'll know what it is not to mention (getting a period) plane sickness!? Oh Lord that doesn't sound too good. I have not been on a plane but if Inwas on it oh Jesus, I wouldn't even want to look down; I have a fear of heights so don't ask me!

Hope you have a good time where ever you go and please update soon I'm loving it!! :3

Author's Response:

Haha! I remember when I was a little kid I asked my dad what a virgin was and he said "Oh, it's someone who likes spinach..." and I'm like "Oh, well I'm not a vigrin," and then I walked away lmao!

Ugh, planes are the worst. I don't get sick like throwing up or anything, but I definitely feel like crap. The view is pretty especially at sunset/sunrise! All of the clouds are pretty colors! It's stunning!

Thank you! I'm glad to hear that! I'm loving SBL! <3

Reviewer: staciethehedghog Signed
Date: Aug 26, 2012 Title: Chapter 52: Chapter 52: Starstruck

Oh no, here comes the crazy shit AGAIN!!! Damn.... When will it end? Lol! Oh well, looks like we're gonna have to wait until you get back, have a good time :)

Author's Response:

OH MY GOD I JUST LAUGHED SO HARD! LMAO! "The Crazy Shit" Haha! This time around she'll surprisingly be less crazy, (if you can believe that).

Thank you! I will! :)

Reviewer: staciethehedghog Signed
Date: Sep 03, 2012 Title: Chapter 53: Chapter 53: Stalker Maybe?

Oh Lord have mercy Jesus. She won't let go huh? Damn... And I thought they were done with her ass lol!! WHAT!? She want's to take the kids with her!? Oh HELL TO THE NO! Let's see what happens next great chappie girl :) and thanks so much for liking S.B.L :)

Author's Response:

Haha! Next chapter will be... not tonight, maybe tomorrow, maybe the night after. School's starting to I'm just like losing my shit right now trying to get myself prepared! Lmao!

Dude, thank you for writing it

Author's Response:

Haha! Next chapter will be... not tonight, maybe tomorrow, maybe the night after. School's starting to I'm just like losing my shit right now trying to get myself prepared! Lmao!

Dude, thank you for writing it

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Date: Sep 06, 2012 Title: Chapter 54: Chapter 54: No Freedom

Uh-Oh I smell trouble.... Ugh... I HATE Madonna always want to have things her way and if she don't get it, acts like a spoiled rotten ***** kids, change tour mind you don't know what your up against!!! Please follow on the right path!!! Please!!! Lord have Merci!!!!!!

Aw... I'm sorry to hear about tour exchange student :( I have friends who are Mexican, and the woman's mother speaks fluent spanish but a little English so... It's hard on her too but hopefully, things will turn out better for her five her my warm regards and thanks for like S.B.L let's see what's wrong with Randy soon please continue!!! :)

Author's Response:

Haha your sense of smell isn't fooling you...

Ugh, I was so mad when I heard that that happened to her. Like, it's not like she wasn't listening she just didn't understand! Liek, I'm tryign to learn Finnish, and so far it's okay but not great. If I had to go to school in Finland, where they only spoke Finnish I would probably be just like her. I'd try my best to understand (obviously) but that doesn't mean that will understand.

I think once he realises that she's French he'll start to chill out... hopefully. If he doesn't then whatever, I'll just keep giving him dirty looks in the hall, either way is good with me!

Reviewer: staciethehedghog Signed
Date: Sep 12, 2012 Title: Chapter 56: Chapter 56: The Sequel

Great chapter as usual!! Keep it up :) oh... I hope the kids will be okay especially little Mia. Uh-oh.... It's the match of the century!!! If I was Michael or Adam by any chance, I would get a gun and shoot it into the air as many times just to get them to shut the fuck up and get to know one another I hope they settle the mess once and for all!!!

Karate huh? I never taken it but it sounds like fun! Lol! If I were you, I would punch the shit out of him and wouldn't give a rats ass and a muthafuckin' fuck!! Whether he lives or die and end up being in Hell!! Just give me 5 minutes with his God Foresaken ASS!!!! Hehe sorry about my little rant I'm so embarrassed for getting off and cursing like that (even though I do it in secret) love ya!!

Author's Response:

Haha! That would make for an interesting chapter wouldn't it? Lmao!

It's so much fun! Especially when you can beat up most of the guys (like me). Lmao! I would have loved to have punched him out at the moment! Haha and don't worry about your little rant! They make me smile!  Haha, I curse to myself all the time too, you're not alone with that one ;)

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Date: Sep 18, 2012 Title: Chapter 58: Chapter 58: Michael's Turn

Yay!! It's about time the families made up but I feel like what Mike felt he's proud that he apologized but still Leary about what had truly happened and won't forget about it either.


Poor Adam all the stress is really getting to him :( let's hope Mike will bring him back to his original self. Great chapter Miss please continue and big thanks for S.B.L :) love ya!!

Author's Response:

Lmao! You're still totally hooked on the gun thing! Haha! Something tells me that that wouldn't be taken lightly if they just walked out into public and started shooting a gun! Haha! Entertaining, not gunna lie, but major consequences would follow! Lmao!

Ah, you don't have to thank me for liking SBL! If anything I should be thanking you for writing it so well and keeping the readers engaged! You're doing a great job with that story! :) Love ya girl! <3

Reviewer: staciethehedghog Signed
Date: Sep 27, 2012 Title: Chapter 60: Chapter 60: 6 Hours, 40 Minutes

DEAR GOD!!! THE SUSPENSE IS KILLING MEEEEE!!!!! Sorry hehehe I just hope the kids are okay :'( please continue!!

Ouch... I'm so sorry that had to happen to you Miss :( that's must have hurt real bad :( Awww.....

Hey, I was just doing some thinking and I was wondering, since we are very good to each-other, and commenting on one another's stories, how would you like to be my co-author for S.B.L? If not, I understand no need to rush and I know you are very busy but I updated chapters 57 and p2 of it if you would like to read them take care and God bless your good soul :)

Author's Response:

Haha :D But at least you're intrigues right? I'll continue as soon as possible, but I won't be able to update anythign until October :/

The face plant itself wasn't that bad, it was just super embarrassing. Lmao! especially since the guy I liked was there. I looked like such a dork :P

Aweh... damn, I have to think about it. I love SBL so the idea of co-writting would be awesome! On the other hand, I also love just reading it instead of writing it but on the third hand, I friggin love mpreg and I'd totally love to write that... Damn... But on the fourth hand, I already have so many other stories that I'm working on and I don't want to commit to something that I won't be able to stick to, especially since I'll be leaving the country soon and I won't know when I'd be able to contact you and stuff.

Can I contact you in early October? After this weekend? I just need to think it through for a minute. I would like to have given you an answer now, but I don't have one and I didn't want to not reply and have you think that I was ignoring you or something. I want you to know that I'm totally considering it because I really love that story and I really love mpreg... OMJ the decision is making me go crazy!

Okay, how about I contact you later then? I need to think about it :D I did read the new updates by the way!

(BTW I won't be able to contact you until October because I'm going away this weekend lmao, just in case you were wondering)

Reviewer: staciethehedghog Signed
Date: Sep 22, 2012 Title: Chapter 59: Chapter 59: Forget Everything

Awww poor Adam :( the stress is really getting to him. I'm thankful that Michael is there to make him feel all better though :)

Oh no!!! I wonder what has happened to the children; hopefully they'll be okay :( please update!!!!

hehehe boys they all always get you every time. Lucky I am not where you are or else I would whoop their ass and wouldn't give a damn about it if they ever tried to have their way with me or even touch me in an innappropriate manner.

Author's Response:

XD Michael is great. That's always how I imagined Michael, reallly comforting.

Haha most of the time the guys are all talk and no touch, so it isn't that bad. ;)

Reviewer: staciethehedghog Signed
Date: Sep 27, 2012 Title: Chapter 1: Chapter 1: American Music Awards

Sure you can contact me next month and I totally understand hope you have a great time :) Mam and warm regards to you and your family ;) :)

Author's Response:

Thank you! Okay, Imma contact you by e-mail tonight! XD

Reviewer: staciethehedghog Signed
Date: Oct 04, 2012 Title: Chapter 61: Chapter 61: Abused

*sniff* I hope things turn out for the best :'(

Wow.... Vancouver? Sounds like an awesome place in Canada especially when the Jacksons did their victory tour concert there ;) lol

Sorry that you have so much on your plate :( life's not fair and we have to make the best of it. Two guys fighting over a peach? Please -_-' lol!! Awkward..... Hope you are having a great time on your vacation and thanks for loving s.b.l so much! :) more will be in by tomorrow night; mom has appointments early in the morning and I hope I'll survive them :)

Author's Response:

It's great! The shopping is really good XD lmao! Did I tell you that my friend's mom helped out with the Jacksons' show during the victory tour? She got to meet them... ALL of them! :DDDDDDDDDDD Sooooooooooooooo lucky!

Haha it;s good though, it keeps me busy. At least I'm not bored :P Lmao, I know, it's so stupid.

I wanted to contact you about the offer you gave me on your last review but for some reason the 'contact' button isn't working so I'll just tell you now...

My answer is going to have to be a no thanks. I love SBL so much, but I really prefer just reading it and wondering what's going to happen instead of making stuff happen. Plus, I don't want to commit to something that I might not be able to keep pulling through with. To add, you're doing a fantastic job on it by yourself :) I love your work. If you ever want help with just one particular chapter though I'll gladly help you out. Just let me know, but I'll have to pass on co-writing.


Reviewer: staciethehedghog Signed
Date: Oct 05, 2012 Title: Chapter 61: Chapter 61: Abused

That's alright, I understand :) and I really appreciated that you were honest :). I added two new chapters if you would like to read them :) ;) see ya! Miss!

Author's Response:

Thanks! I'm glad you understand :* I just read them about 60 seconds ago! :D Loved it! You're doing such a good job on that story!

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Date: Oct 14, 2012 Title: Chapter 62: Chapter 62: Anticipation

I really honest to God hope the children will be alright :'( update soon sweetie :)


LMAO over your phone lol! XD that's some funny shit lol I just hope you are not hurt or anything like that right now or bruised for that particular reason what so ever but I am glad you and your French student are getting along... In a funny way possible :) 

Author's Response:

Hopefully I'll be able to update again soon :)

Haha well my wrist and my ankle hurts and I've got a few bruises but because it was just so funny I don't really notice them. lmao!

Thank you so much for constantly reading and reviewing! I appreciate it so much! :)

Reviewer: staciethehedghog Signed
Date: Oct 17, 2012 Title: Chapter 63: Chapter 63: The Wait

Thank God the kids are great :) I felt so sorry seeing them so battered and bruised; Cody is such a great and affectionate brother protecting Ashley and Mia :') my heart had swollen please continue :)


*Gasp* you are mean lol!! I kid I kid a million boxes in each-other trick? Ugh.. You never cease to amaze can you -_-' ah aha!!! Don't worry, I'm not doubting you or anything happy b-day to your friend ;)

Author's Response:

:) I really wanted the siblings to be united. it's cuter that way :D

lmao! It's such a good trick! It was funny, I gave it to her and she's like 'Imma open it later' and walks off. During my 3rd class some friends come up to me and are like 'KOURTENY! Wow! Really?' and proceed to tell me about how she opened it and I was laughing so hard! It was especially funny because one of the boxes I used was an old tampon box lmao! I don't remember if I mentioned this in the end notes, but I also gave her an autographed picture of me ;) lmao!

But it was even funnier because she put all the boxes in her locker, closed it, came back, forgot that they were in there, opened it up and out drops the tampon box! Hahaha! I had a good laugh today :)

But now, to get me back they've decided that they're going to fill my locker with empty tampon boxes so that when I open it they'll all fall on me and into the hallway! Lmao! I doubt it'll happen, but Idk... they seem pretty determined.

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Date: Oct 25, 2012 Title: Chapter 64: Chapter 64: I Do

Awww.... Neil and Janet are getting married!!!! YAY!!!!!! :D :D please update soon :)


Awww.... But don't worry, you can even go to France and visit her sometime or write to her I bet she would love that and my advice to you: Don't even think about shoving a cupcake Missy tsk tsk.... Lol!! You know better! Wow... I kinda sound like a mother heheheh..... Lol!

Author's Response:

Hopefully I will! :)

Haha well it's an exchange so I'll be going to France in February! XD Lololol! No, no, I'm gunna sooo do it! Our relationship is good enough that she'd just laugh and think it's funny. Plus she likes 'les betises' which is like, silliness in French, so yeah.... I'd classify shoving a cupcake in someone's face as silliness. Plus, all of my friends want to join in and shove one in her face too! lmao! Just as a joke though :P I wouldn't do it if I didn't think she'd laugh about it