Why him and im just left without any answers i miss you michael i miss your laughter i just miss you my loving caring son my baby~Katherine

At Michael's House

Katherine:*holding michael's favorite military jacket tears rolling down her cheeks*

Latoya:I marked these boxes so it'd be easier to seperate things 

Katherine:*holding the jacket close to her heart*Thanks honey

Marlon:*hand on her shoulder*Mother you don't have to do this now it can wait

Latoya:There's no time table *shrugs*

Katherine:No we should do it now or im afraid that ill never do it *looks down*

Marlon:*sighs looks around sees a picture of him and michael when they were little*

Latoya:Oh look *smiles holding up a sign of michael's candy store*its the sign from the candy store he had in gary i wanna keep this

Marlon:The reason why we love candy so much *half smiles*

Latoya:Oh theres the old dirt bike you guys use to always ride when you had time 

Marlon:If its ok i wanna keep that *walks over to it*

Katherine:Sweetie how are you gonna make room for that all the way in georgia

Marlon:I need this dirt bike *tears fill in his eyes*

Katherine:*looks at him sighs*

Marlon:I taught him how to ride this bike then we always use to share it ride it together after home school him and i would ride of to the park and just hang out like we always did before we had to go to the studio *tears roll down his cheeks*

Katherine:Marlon michael knew you loved him he knew you were that one brother he could always count on when he needed someone you tito jackie are the only ones he truly felt loved him for the michael he was not the one he was to the outside world *half smiles*

Marlon:I shouldnt have moved to Atlanta you know *sighs*

Latoya:*looks down sighs*

Marlon:Because if i stayed here i couldve protected my little brother more i couldve been there when he needed it more

Katherine:*looks down*

Marlon:When he was accused and went to trial all i ever did was phone him all the time...but that was the time when i knew he needed me....he needed me and i wasnt there in flesh for that support...ive always told him he was the best friend ive ever had but in the end i wasnt there as much as he wanted me to as much as i couldve been *crying*

Latoya:*wiping her tears away*

Marlon:Thats that and now he's gone theres nothing i can do about it *covers his face crying*

Katherine:*folds michael's varsity jacket and puts in a box*

Latoya:Oh d-dont *grabs the jacket and hugs it*i need that i want it 

Katherine:*sitting down on the floor looking at michael's other things*

Latoya:Seeing him come home wearing this was like my hero has arrived *puts on the jacket hugging it crying*

Katherine:*looks at her then holds the military jacket again looks at them*I always thought that when i ugh .....how do parents go on when they lose a child 

Marlon:*sighs looks down*

Katherine:You know when i use to see that stuff on the news id shut it off because it was just to horrible to think but i would always think 

Marlon:*tears start falling even more*

Katherine:How do they wake up everyday i mean h-h *gasping*how do they breath honey

Latoya:*looks down tears falling*

Katherine:*sobbing* But you do wake up and for just a second you forget 

Marlon:*looks at their mother heart broken*

Katherine:*crying sobbing*And then oh you remember and its like hearing the news again and again everyime 

Latoya:*tears rolling down her cheeks looking at their mother*

Katherine:You dont get to stop waking up you have to keep on being a parent even though you dont get to have a child anymore *covering her face crying harder*

Marlon:*kneels down to his mother hugging him tightly crying*

Latoya:*joins them hugging them tightly crying*

Katherine:*crying hard*