[Report This]Date: Oct 01, 2015 10:32 am Title: About Me
Let me tell u something honey, ur here 4 a reason and I'm glad u came 2 this site and made some friends and don't think u don't matter bc u do!! U have talent baby, don't think u don't, ur 1 of the best writers this site has and don't u forget it. I was in the same place u r and i want u 2 know I love u and u matter 2 me!! Ur the best 2 me honey and I'm 1 of ur biggest fans 4 all time. I hope this site has helped u cuz u have helped me in so many ways, u helped me just talking 2 u. Hope 2 hear from u soon! I hope I have helped u get out of a tough place cuz I know what its like 2 feel that way. I'm just glad u didn't succeed in suicide, cuz remember, UR IMPORTANT and U MATTER! I hope I Made u feel loved cuz u r.
Date: Sep 26, 2015 02:22 pm Title: My Writing Was.... Take A Look
you write better than me
Date: Sep 25, 2015 08:40 pm Title: Not sure what to name this
Awwww girly I feel horrible! When my grandpa passed away when I was around 8, I turned to food for comfort and I'm just now losing the weight I had gained many years ago. I know the feeling... They told us how to live right but not how to live without them... When my grandpa died I felt like my world did as well.. You're a great writer and I love reading your work!
[Report This]Date: Sep 24, 2015 06:15 pm Title: About Me
Hey girl, how r u? Ur a bold and strong person 4 posting this and I can identify with ur emotional/depression stage and I'm soo glad ur doing better than u were b4. I just had my second surgery in just 1 year, but I'm doing better. If u want me 2 go into detail about it I will if u want, maybe it could help u in some way, whatever way I can b of help 2 u plz let me know. Idk what it's like 2 lose a mom but I can a sure u it will get better I'm so glad u didn't succeed in suicide cuz I wouldn't b talking 2 u now. I felt like committing suicide after mj passed and I never met him (if u want the story on that I will share it with u if u want). But 2 answer ur question, my goal in life is 2 help people in any way i can, however that is, and another goal I want 2 accomplish is 2 make myself feel worthy of love, I know love but I don't feel im worthy of it if that make sense. I hope 1 day I can feel comfortable in my own skin and b able 2 accept myself the way I am. Hope 2 hear from u soon.
[Report This]Date: Sep 24, 2015 02:46 pm Title: Not sure what to name this
I'm sorry about your loss I never knew that. I hope all is well with you and feel free to talk to me whenever if you need to, I'm here for you.
My goal I would say is to be comfortable with myself, I too am overweight due to personal reasons (A lot of sexual assult at a very young age). I never felt comfortable in my body and I'm always trying different methods to losing weight and I'm trying to have a health "Lifestyle" as people put it lol. I still hold on to all those things that happened to me so I eat a lot but I don't want to anymore. But I've never thought about suicide, remember I am here if you want to ever talk, don't feel like you can't.
~Cam
[Report This]Date: Sep 24, 2015 08:02 am Title: Not sure what to name this
Hi luv. I just want to say that I really admire you and I think that your a survivor. I'm not just saying that. I really do mean it. I have lost one of my parents at a young age. I lost my dad but I did not really know him. My major goal is for me to finish school coz I want a career after I graduate. I just don't want to get a job and then I want to quit after so many yrs y'know? I am a shy person at 1st until I get to know you. I don't really open up easily and I keep a lot of stuff inside until I explode which is not good. And I'm really working on changing that. I don't really like confrontation so I will either run away or I will deal with it using my fists.
Date: Sep 24, 2015 06:28 am Title: About Me
Brandy, I am so sorry that you loss your mother at an early age. I too loss my mother when I was 12 and it was the hardest thing I ever went through. Just like you, my sister and I would not sleep in our room where we got the news of our mother's death. We missed months of school but still managed to pass with A's and B's, we bounced around house to house, state to state In deciding where we would live, but through it all, I was happy that my sister and I had each other. Now that I think about, I think it made it easier for us to accept that our mother was really gone. And I was the total opposite, I didn't even eat....it took me months to get back to a proper eating schedule and diet.
It wasn't til months later that we found fanfiction writing which helped us deal with not having our mother around and since the age of 13, we've been writing on and off...going from wrestling fanfic to Michael.
I would say that a goal of mines is to be happy, follow my heart, and just enjoy life, doing the things I want to do. Not too many people understand this because when I do do things that make me happy, some people will have something negative to say and not believe such goals can be attainable. It's crazy how some people can be so simple minded.
But keep your head up. I know that's something that will be with you forever, but things do get better. You just have to change the way you think....you create what you think, so think positive, expect great things to happen and follow your heart.
If you ever need someone to talk to, I'm here for you.
Hugs and kisses! 😘
Hope you have a great day.
Date: Sep 24, 2015 03:12 am Title: Not sure what to name this
Hey hun, my goal is to have more confidence in myself like I have zero confidence in myself and my looks and im a quiet person I dont like oopening up to people I dont like being hurt.
My goal at one point is to be more confident and open to more people.
Your not alone I have had suicidal thoughts as well growing up for different reasons so please keep it up and dont give up your life is precious <3
Date: Sep 15, 2015 07:26 am Title: About Me
Well, when I first started writing my story, I went with using my name for the OG in BBM because I went back and forth trying to decide on what her name should be and I really had no intentions on sharing it on a fanfiction site, so I thought, 'what the hell, I'll just use my name.' Lol
But I've separated myself from the character Gabby because half the stuff she does is nothing like I would do. Characteristics, ummm, I'll give or take...Gabby is this oblivious, impulsive, and sometimes a vulnerable person that just goes with the flow of things...mainly because of her state of mine. Her character does change at some point in the story and she's no longer viewed as a damsel in distress (so to speak).
I do like imagining the character vs. seeing a picture of them...It sometimes throws off things for me, whether they're famous or not. But as long as the story is good, I think I can push past that.
[Report This]Date: Sep 14, 2015 08:51 pm Title: Making up plots / Picking Main Girls
I know what you mean. I think of new plots all the time. They come from the simplest thing. When I thought up my story BEB I was listening to the Lady Gaga song "Brown Eyes"
Yes I'm an artist so I tend to make at least one character an artist lol. And I'm learning how to tattoo now also so that's where Inked came from. Lol.
I tend to purposefully leave out the allegations in my stories. Mostly because I want to give Michael some reprieve from it and a life without it. At the same time it kinda shaped a little of who he grew to be in later years. More guarded yet more political and aware.
I like choosing people not so widely known as well. I know people will associate the real person with the character and might be put off by it but I'm a visual person so I like having pictures so it's a risky thing.
I'm a lot like Pen and Charlie. I'm very head strong but prone to vunrablities that stem from insecurities I pretend not to have. Lol. I'm an artist and a tattoo apprentice like Pen and I wish I could play the drums like Charlie lol. One thing though I'm not as talkative in person. I love to people watch and observe.
More soon.<333
[Report This]Date: Sep 14, 2015 01:44 pm Title: Making up plots / Picking Main Girls
I actually love the idea of that story, it sounds very interesting.
As far as which girl describes my personality it would be Tori in my story When I saw you,WHenever I like a guy I'm awkward like her but a good awkward you know. I'm just like you when you say you're shy but become talkative along the way when it comes to friends and who I become comfortable with.
And I usually pick my girls by who I listen to in music, who I like in the entertainment busniess like actresses and actors. But I do look at a lot of instragram models too but mostly tv and music.
And I also really enjoy your blog keep up the great work in your stories too!
Date: Sep 14, 2015 04:59 am Title: Making up plots / Picking Main Girls
Not a writer, but I'll hazard an answer:
1. I prefer when authors don't use a face. That's what always bugs me about movies made off of stories - they ruin my images of the characters.
2. There's a combination of a few. Probably Malania, but without the whole hospitalization thing. There's another lead, but I'm blanking on her at the moment.
Date: Sep 14, 2015 03:56 am Title: Making up plots / Picking Main Girls
Well since I dont have any stories up just yet, i cant match myself towards any og,
stay tuned ; P.
My personality and yours are quite similar, sometimes I find it hard to open, I rather not be hurt.
Date: Sep 14, 2015 01:39 am Title: My Writing Was.... Take A Look
but now I sort of want to kill her off because she just isn't my cup of tea, lmao.
LOLLL
[Report This]Date: Sep 13, 2015 09:58 pm Title: Making up plots / Picking Main Girls
This is an interesting question. But I am going to try to answer it. For my story on here When Love Calls Your Name I used Rihanna as the main girl coz I wanted to pick a girl who would literally blow Michael's mind and I just love Rihanna. I think that she is beautiful, talented, and she has swag to me. Like she gives off a tough girl persona but yeah she can be loving, sweet, and funny too. And she is down for whatever like a ride or die chick. I would have to say that Ayanna is like me somewhat as we are both stubborn, laid back,feisty at times, loyal, and have a bad temper lol