Maybe going for abortion was not as bad as everyone saying. Abruption placenta is serious diagnosis, and may cause complication not just for the baby, but for the mother as well!!!! Depending on the severity of the placenta abruption, the fetus can develop a distress, and that happens in half of the cases. The mother may develop a shock from the bleeding and possibly dye!!! I know that under close treatment, IV therapies, and blood transfusions it is still possible to save the baby. But which doctor can guarantee that the baby will not be born premature, or will nod develop a complications, which are vary from mild to severe in 40-50% births??? None of the doctor’s can do it!!! Plus if severe bleeding occurs after the delivery of the baby, and blood loss cannot be controlled, the mother will need a hysterectomy (removal of the uterus), which means no more babies ever!!! And as we know Mike wants a lot of babies!!! So, after reading this chapter again I realize that this decision was very hard for Vanessa, and I sympathies her, because there were a lot of WHAT IFs QUESTIONS. And it’s easy to say she is a bitch because she killed Michael Jackson’s baby and so on. But cases like Vanessa’s are here every day with many women who have this diagnosis, who go through not just physical trauma, but emotional as well. As painful as it is, no money, or fame, or the best doctor’s may not buy a PERFECT HEALTH. So maybe it was not a time for Vanessa’s and Mike’s baby to arrive. The only wrong that she did, was doing that by her own without Mike!!!!!

P.S. I know it may be hard for you to write a next chapter, as the thoughts may be taking different directions, but Pleeeease update soon!!! Vanessa and Mike deserve to be happy and have a healthy baby together!!! They are miserable without each other!!! Uhhhhhhh…. Can’t wait for more!!! ;) <3 ya

Oh my GAWD! Son of a B!TCH! Yea, mjmotowndevotee, I had the same thoughts a you did, but not solely for killing the baby.

Fact is, many women do this. Either because there are physical complications or because they simply don't want ti or because they're frightened of being disowned for it. I understand it and as long as it's within the period when the fetus is not yet an actual growing baby, they should have the choice. What I DON'T like is when they make that kind of choice without even telling the father about it. For her to lie just so she could abort the fetus is a low blow, especially to michael. 

If the father was an abusive, sick, horrible man and Nessa didn't want to bring the child up in that household, I could understand. But in this case, the father is a good man who wants babies, and if anything she could have AT LEAST let him know why she was doing this; she shoulda given him the benefit of the doubt that even HE would understand. OR she could have given the child up for adoption.....oh, hey! I got an idea! Why don't you USE A F@CKING CONDOM when you have sex so that you don't have to worry about this! What's that? You don't like the feeling? You're both clean? Well, use birth control and cross your fingers, cause you BOTH PUT YOURSELVES IN THIS SITUATION.

Sorry, Liberian, my friend and fellow mj lover, but I have more sympathy for Michael right now than Vanessa. Although it's not by much; i'm still pissed at him for the tatiana situation. (I will patiently wait for the closure she deserves in later chapters, if that is how it must be.)

Oh nooooooooo!!! How could she do it? I know that abortion is a woman’s choice, but she should have told Michael, and now she is going to be regretting even more!!!! Sometimes to get to the good stuff you have to go through bad thing in life. And Vanessa had a lot of drama and s***t in her life already, so I don’t understand why did she have to run from everything she dreamed about??? Would she be able to live with a lie??? No, no, no, not a good way to start a family life!!! Was a stupid kiss with Tatiana worse aborting a baby and her future??? As much as i love Vanessa in this story, I don’t feel sorry for her at all. Now she has to be begging Michael to forgive her ass, she totally deserved it!!!! Pleeeeeeeeease update as soon as you can!!! The waiting is killing me already!!! LOL. Great job on the story, you are a great writer!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Please give us one more chapter soon. Just Pleeeeeeeeease! :) <3

Dirty Vanessa...smh that po'chile...I want to hit her and hug her. I think she rushed that abortion if Tati didn't kiss Michael I don't think she would have done it. Now her father has passed on..she is going to regret killing that baby. Nessa gurl I hope this doesn't bite you in the ass. You just may have killed two things..your child and a future with Michael. My poor Michael I wish I can help hime sleep..*blushes*.

this is such a sad chapter my heart really breaks for both of them.

Goshh they just don't ever get a break!

Good writing & update.

I believe in a womans right of choice so if she felt she qanat ready for a baby that's up to her bit honestly now I think that her & Michael will never be able to have the same relationship cuz of it either the guilt will eat her alive or she tell him & he'll never forgive her I mean come on it's michael Jackson were talking about children are his number one inspiration & she took that from him he'll never get over if he finds out..... She kinda fucked up bad when it comes to her relationship with him lol!!! Anyways great update can't wait to read more!!!

Author's Response:

i must agree--Vanessa DID mess up!! but she's HUMAN, right? she made a rushed decision that she felt was right in the moment without fully thinking about the consequences. Nearly everyone has had a moment like that. 

I'm all for Vanessa finding herself...but she's doing exactly the opposite now. She lied about her pregnancy, and then aborted the baby? I can't believe it. Woww. She's losing herself trying to find herself. I mean, IMO, that's unforgivable. I still want them to be together, & I know he'll forgive her but man...I'm utterly disappointed in Vanessa, & I know that Mike will be too.
Gosh, couldn't she have just told him the truth upfront? That she wasn't ready to be a mother, & she's getting an abortion? He deserves to know. She prematurely took the life of her baby, & now her father dies. Whoa. Heartbreaking.
Anywho, I loved the chapter. It certainly took an unexpected turn, for sure.

Author's Response:

"She's losing herself trying to find herself."<--- i like that. and it's somewhat true. i know it's a risky topic and ppl have different views on abortion but i think we can all agree that Vanessa's BIGGEST mistake was keeping this all from Michael. that's just a "no-no". And trying to keep it a secret only makes it worse.