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"In a world filled with despair, we must still dare to dream."
-Michael Jackson
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"I had always wondered what my purpose in life was. Michael knew that his was to bring joy through his music and help people, but what was my purpose in life? I spend my nights searching through the darkness. Searching for her, searching for me. Searching for the light, searching for a way out. I needed to get out. I was drowning in my own tears."
What do you do when you lose everything you have to live for? Jayden is a 17 years old school girl when her and Michael goes from being friends to being lovers. One night changes her life forever, and she soon finds herself living a life that she never dreamt about. But happiness doesn't last forever. The pain of losing can be gruesome especially to someone who's already scarred. Join Michael and Jayden on their journey. Will their love be strong enough to survive?
Still gasping I got up an stumbled my way back into the bedroom. I grabbed a bag, my phone and some money. I had no idea where I was heading, but I couldn’t stay. Everyone was gone, and I had nothing left. No family, no purpose, no love…
More tears fell as I pulled the ring off my finger. I wondered if it was even supposed to be there in the first place?
Why would god put me on this earth only so that he could break me and break me down?
There could only be one answer to that question.
God didn’t exist…
And neither did I anymore.
- Helene Jackson xx
Categories: Off The Wall: 1975-1981, Thriller: 1982-1983, Adult, Hurt/Comfort, Romance, Trigger Warning!
Characters: Michael, Original Girl
General Warnings: None
Trigger Warnings: Alcohol Abuse, Death, Drug Abuse, Self-Harm, Suicide
Series: None
Chapters: 74 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 145798 Read Count: 28070
Date: Jun 04, 2015 Title: Chapter 10: Boiling feelings
Yikes! That was intense! I really wish she told Michael sooner though. I really hope she doesn't end up aborting the baby. That would be too sad to bare.
Date: Jun 30, 2015 Title: Chapter 18: Lies and apologies
That's it, Michael! Be a man and claim your family!!! That Diana really is a piece of work 😔
Date: Jun 07, 2015 Title: Chapter 16: Sweet pecks and pokes
Lol poor Jayden. That pregnancy got her hormones running all over the place.
Every fan of Michael Jackson has daydreams and fantasies, right? Well, if you do, their is a book of secrets that's waiting for you to open it and read it. This book is not like your everyday diary. Read, and you shall find out how to read this book of secrets. This book has special powers and you will be able to make your own fantasies come true by reading through the pages of this magical book. Come into a world of magic. Learn the spell that will unlock this book.
Read at your own RIsk!!! A collection of random fantasies from random thoughts that come into my head. Things will seem at times, a little, shall we say...odd? Yeah, among other things. You just never know what I will come up with. You may read about things that you yourself never even thought of.
Categories: Invincible: 2000-2003, Romance
Characters: Michael
General Warnings: Nudity
Trigger Warnings: Self-Harm
Series: I'm Here For You, Michael One-Shots & Short Stories: The Random Addition
Chapters: 16 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 7578 Read Count: 1748
Date: Sep 25, 2014 Title: Chapter 3: The Perfumes & Spraies Fantascey
I admire your bravery for randomness. I understand the feeling of having so many ideas that you have no idea how to apply them all so you just jot them down. I too can relate to having homeless thoughts seeking a good story to call home. You're the opposite of cliché and that's why I like you. But be patient for others to understand this about you :)
Author's Response: Thanks, but please explain? Cleashay?
Date: Sep 25, 2014 Title: Chapter 2: The Lip Gloss Fantasy
Aww, this was cute. Be honest, were u shy when writing this intimate moment? I'm asking because I was the first time I wrote one. I'm looking forward to reading more fantasies :D
Author's Response: Mmmmm, kind of, but not really.
I wanted to post a little something seeing what day this is, and who we are all remembering.
As I just finished writing this, and even way before I did, I've been playing Michael's Music. I started originally with this story only being one chapter, but I wanted to add two other chapters for Prince and Blanket, and what they may have been thinking and feeling. I might do another one of Paris, but I'm not sure yet. I'm thinking to do one of her suaside with a different ending, but I'm just conserned that some people may not like that.
Categories: This Is It: 2006-2009
Characters: Michael
General Warnings: None
Trigger Warnings: Self-Harm
Series: Michael One-Shots & Short Stories: The Random Addition
Chapters: 5 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 3914 Read Count: 8099
Date: Sep 25, 2014 Title: Chapter 1: Paris's Memories
Wow...this is so vivid. Well done. It makes me recall the heartbreak I felt when I first heard the news. But writing fan fiction about him & constantly listening to his music makes me miss him less because it is my way of engaging with him. Unfortunately, I know it isn't that easy for his children. God Bless them. Nice ending to this chapter.
Author's Response: Thanks, please read the others. You will most likely love them just as much as the first chapter. And, I know completely what you mean about reading fanfiction and listening to his music. I do it all the time, well I listen to his music all the time. I have times where I just don't feel like reading fanfics. It has nothing to do with Michael, but I just have those momants, you know?
It's 1984 and Michael Jackson is on top of the world...
But newcomer Destiny is right behind him. Her vocal and dance skills have shot her to a level that has surpassed Prince and Madonna, threatening to knock him off of his throne and sparking a rivalry between the two-at least in his mind. When they meet at The Grammy's, Michael is taken aback by her genuinely sweet nature, not to mention her talent and striking beauty. However, as their friendship develops, heartbreaking details about her past come to the surface and Michael makes it his personal mission to help her heal and know the meaning of true love-and heals his own wounds in the process.
Michael and Destiny:
Categories: Romance, Hurt/Comfort, Adult, Trigger Warning!, Thriller: 1982-1983
Characters: Original Girl
General Warnings: None
Trigger Warnings: Domestic Abuse, Anorexia, Emotional Abuse, Rape
Series: None
Chapters: 29 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 26265 Read Count: 15379
Date: Dec 01, 2014 Title: Chapter 13: Chapter 13
This was a very deep moment between them. Michael really does trust her and was ready to prove to her how much. I just hate how hateful his brothers are to him. I love the way he revealed himself to her. Nice work.
Date: Sep 28, 2014 Title: Chapter 3: Chapter 3
Poor Destiny. Seems like she's really been through it. She definitely needs someone innocent & caring like Michael in her life. The tour should be good for her.
Date: Dec 01, 2014 Title: Chapter 14: Chapter 14
I absolutely love this chapter :)
Date: Dec 01, 2014 Title: Chapter 15: Chapter 15
I wonder what Michael is up to. Knowing him, it's probably something big.
Date: Jan 03, 2015 Title: Chapter 19: Chapter 19
I like the Jacksons so much better when they're not fighting or attacking Michael.
Date: Jan 03, 2015 Title: Chapter 20: Chapter 20
Oh i'm so glad she worked things out with her mom. I'm just loving how supportive Mike is. His brothers too.
Date: Jan 04, 2015 Title: Chapter 21: Chapter 21
Aww thanks for the shout out. Just keep writing an awesome story and you'll always have me as a reviewer. This was one of your best chapters, in my opinion. Not just because it was erotic but because you can witness the ultimate trust Destiny has in Michael. When he whispered to her "Let me take care of you" my heart started pounding as if he was talking to me. I'm over here like, "Yes, Michael! Take care of me, please!" Lol Nice work bringing this chapter to life. a86;
Date: Jan 05, 2015 Title: Chapter 25: Chapter 25
Whoa whoa whoa! DON'T TELL ME SHE'S PREGNANT!!! But when I think about it...I don't recall them using protection. Uh-oh...or yay! I'm not sure how I'm supposed to respond. I'm excited yet scared for them. Great work! That just made things pick up a lot.
Date: Jan 08, 2015 Title: Chapter 27: Chapter 27
Michael and Destiny are just so blissfully happy I sure hope Michael doesn't be gone for too long.That might ruin things and Mike sounds so unsure about being apart and it's making me anxious. Don't keep me in suspense for too long. Update soon a86;