Each night the wind is still,

Each night I pray to our heavenly father,

I pray for you to come back,

To see to my heart, for it is broken without your love. 

Why is it that I have these memories of us?

It's all coming back to me now.

The plentiful nights we slept through,

The continuous laughs we expressed.

They were my everything, and so were you.

How is it that I can remember such happy moments and not you?

Is it because you don't want to?

Or is it simply because I'm not enough?

All I want to do is forget.

To not ever think of those memories again.

It hurts to know that I have to go on without you.

To know that you're not by my side anymore.

Did you know last night I cried?

I cried because I rolled on my side and remembered you weren't there.

So do you see?

I can't live without you.

I need you here with me.

Those memories are untraceable, don't you see?

They tell stories that I thought I'd forgotten long ago.

But your words are still in my mind.

In my heart even.

But if it was possible,

I'd walk with you to the light.

But sadly, I'm stuck here wondering if I'll ever see you again.

Drowning in my thoughts.

Sinking through each floor,

Thinking of ways to forget those moonlight memoirs.