Date: Jul 14, 2015 12:18 am Title: Chapter 13
Seeing that you updated this & reading it made my day no joke. I had a pretty shitty day due to my fucking asshole of a mother trying to shove her beliefs on me, and basically finding reasons to criticize and bully me. I know her opinion doesnt matter, I know who I am and thats all that matters. Thank you for the hug 'hugs you back'. Its so weird to see autumn not knowing like anything about him at all, you would think shed have heard of the '93 allegations i mean it was all over the news. Hes never talked about it openly as far as im aware of in public. If he does talk to her about it it should be interesting to see what he actually feels like, does he have remorse for not setting clearer and better boundaries with those kids? As in not letting it look ambigious or has it taken a complete toll on him making him wary of who he can or should trust. About his eating habits yes that is actually true but it was during rehearsals for tours that he wouldnt eat i have no idea why, my friend just told me that after talking to someone who had worked on this is it with him. I do think youre absolutely right though i think he could have not eaten as much because of the stress and trauma from being accused of one of the worst crimes. Not even prisoners in a prison like child molesters. Thank god he didnt get convicted there wasnt any proof anyway so that would never have happened. How does anyone not know who Janet is? By the way i love the look you gave her. One of my favorite looks on her. I mean she always looks gorgeous. My friend is a limo driver and when Janet was recording her album Control , my friend drove her to Flyte Time Studios in Minneapolis. She said that Janet was really quiet and shy, she didnt talk much. She was pretty young then so. Shes driven a whole bunch of other people, shes never met Michael though. I love your interpretation of janet as having a wicked sense of humorXD Thats so funny that michael bragged about autumn to his family and that he was nervous about messing up in front of her. I love the outfit autumn finally put on. I couldnt tell if autumn was really mind blown or not by his performance like enough to consider listening to his music. I wish she had stayed for the whole show but that cant be easy finding out your boyfriend has 2 kids speakinfg of which i know she doesnt keep up on pop culture but how does she not know he had 2 kids? I guess i can understand how she wouldnt have none. Have you seen paris' testimony for the wrongful death trial? She mentions Grace its pretty funny. Apparently MJ didnt like her but wouldnt fire her cuz he felt bad that she was broke so you just have to watch it its hilarious. I wouldve killed him if i was her for waking her up that way, of course waking up to see that sexy man naked is just a dream come true XD. Hes not a bad father for not being there when paris got stuck in the bathroom. God i hate seeing him cry its the worst. I so love this!! Thank u again for updating!
Author's Response:
Aw girl I'm glad I was able to make your day! And wow I'm sorry about your mom :/ That must be tough. Autumn wasn't kidding when she said she wasn't a fan of Michael's lol She never really followed his career over the years so she didn't really know about the allegations or that he had kids (I'll try to go more in depth with that in the next chap for sho!) I'm forever thankful he wasn't proven guilty (he was ALWAYS innocent!) Because I remember thinking had the jury had said he was guilty and he would've ended up going to prison, he probably wouldn't have survived in there and just the thought of that scares me :( And yeah, I've always LOVED that era of Janet! She looked, well she always looks so freaking beautiful lol That's so cool that your friend got to drive her in the limo!!! And to think that was right before she became a huge star! Autumn did like Michael's performance even though she didn't get to see it in its entirety. She's gonna slowly become a fan of his lol I did see the video of when Paris testified. Her stories about Grace were funny but I'm not gonna lie, Grace seemed kinda obsessed with Michael in a way (which is how I'm gonna write her in the story) Glad you enjoy this so far (big hugs) btw guess who's gonna get to see Janet this February?! Yep!!!! I just found out she's coming to my city! I'm sooooo excited I'm about to get all my life lmfao :D