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They were looking at each other without a blink.
Michael was so angry at her stupidity and her desparate need of drugs he clench his teeth and asked- why?
Lena was in so much shock that he do that to her. She just wanted to impress her father that she can be like him even a little better she kneeled down and started to take her pilles one by one from the ground her tears flow down her cheeks from the  frustration.

Lena's thoughts

"Omg i know what i'm doing is wrong so wrong but i have no choice b/c my father whould be so disappointed in me and i would never allow this i love him with all my heart and i want him to be proud of me. Thanks to those pilles i can focus on my learnning like never before i soak in my notes i was so happy and determined to go  through those evil egzams  i eat them evry day to learn fast  to remember everything i need them so much that i lost my dignity and i was  begging for them one night in week and evry day i wanted them more and more i wasn't myself i just lock myself in my apartment and i was learning and learning and only come out when i needed to go to shool and to buy drags and to the shop for food and thats all

Frieds i didn't need them it was book and me. Books were my friends evrybody was worry about me  except for my father who was sure i was loving a law like him. No one understands me even Michael this guy from the gang. I don't know what is up with him, why he care. I had to change  my dealer b/c he was fliping that i need drugs i realy don't get him but thisis his lost, he choose this thats why I found another who would always sell me those pilles when i have money off course so why is he so full of rage right now I have to say that i am scared very scared that he will hurt me
Omg what i get myself into i just wanted to pass the egzams for my father and now the most dangerous drug dealer is angry at me what have i done to him i just wanted to buy some pilles. I remember that day we first met  that he gave me only a half of the pill i was in so much shock and pissed that i had to buy them next day again b/c of him he was not happy that i wanted them from him and now he was not pleased with that i buy them somewhere else eh... i gues you can't satisfy everyone "

Suddenly my thoughts were interrupted by him grabing my arm so rough that my hair were evrywhere in my face. When we were face to face he begin to shaking me like he wanted the pilles out of my system he was yelling at me- WHY GIRL WHY YOU DO THIS TO YOURSELF!!! PLEASE STOP THIS THIS IS NOT GOOD FOR YOU STOP THIS CIRCUS!!!!!

L- ME??????? YOU ARE SHAKING ME LIKE CRAZY MANIAC! LEAVE ME ALONE WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU WHY YOU CARE IT'S MY LIFE NOT YOURS! YOU ARE THE ONE WHO IS A DRUG DEALER I HATE YOU I HATE EVRYBODY!!!!!! -She release herself from his grip  and sad with her dark voice trembling from her anger- leave me alone you don't know me you don't know my life...You think i like it no but i had to do it........for.......HIM- and with that she turn around and started to go to her flat, but then she felt arms which pick her up and Michael throw her over his shoulder. Lena was screaming and kicking him with her legs- LET ME GO YOU FREAK!- but he just keep going.

Michael- no i won't let you go i have to teach you a lesson MY BABY LENA...

 

to be continue...

 

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