Penname: femalien [Contact] Real name: Silvia
Member Since: Jan 20, 2012
Membership status: Member
Bio:

I hope you spend as a great time reading my stories as I do writing them!


And if you want to understand a bit about me, I thought to add a few lyrics that partially describe who I am:


I'm a bitch, I'm a lover,


I'm a child, I'm a mother


I'm a sinner, I'm a saint,


I do not feel ashamed


I'm your hell, I'm your dream,


I'm nothing in between


You know you wouldn't want it any other way...


 


Age: 21+
Beta-reader: Yes
Gender: Female
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Stories by femalien
Summary:

She doesn't care that he is the King of Pop.

He doesn't care that she keeps rejecting him.

Because behind the mask there are feelings hidden, stifled, condemned to be left without expression.

But nobody can wear a mask forever...can they?

 


Categories: HIStory: 1995-1999, Adult, Adventure, Angst, Hurt/Comfort, Romance, Suspense, Trigger Warning!
Characters: Michael, Original Girl
General Warnings: None
Trigger Warnings: Self-Harm
Series: None
Chapters: 72 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 151012 Read Count: 37895
[Report This] Published: Jun 03, 2013 Updated: Jul 01, 2019
Summary:

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As the Orient Express prepares to pull out of the Gare du Nord in Paris, two people are sitting down at the same table in the restaurant carriage. A mysterious stranger on an important mission to Istanbul. And a beautiful and distressed young lady, running away from unspeakable horrors.

Will Michael and Angelique have a quiet, peaceful journey across the Europe?

Note: This story is set in the early 1920’s. The specific technology of the era (telegraph, steam engine boats, etc.) will be used to keep in line with the historical facts. To help everyone understand the action and places, this is the full route of the Orient Express:


Categories: Adult, Adventure, Crime, Romance, Suspense
Characters: Michael, Original Girl
General Warnings: Erotica, Graphic Depictions of Violence, Nudity, Some Scenes of a Sexual Nature, Strong Language
Trigger Warnings: Physical Abuse
Series: None
Chapters: 15 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 28481 Read Count: 1290
[Report This] Published: Jan 07, 2016 Updated: Jun 29, 2019
Summary:

Michael is trapped in his marriage to Debbie Rowe, which happened only to satisfy his strictly religious mother.

One night he attends a charity event where he meets a gorgeous and witty bussinesswoman, Melanie. She is also involved in a fake marriage, which she agreed to in order to protect her gay best friend from being persecuted by his family.

When the two fall in love and pursue a romantic relationship, how will their spouses react?

 


Categories: Adult, Hurt/Comfort, Romance, Suspense
Characters: Michael, Original Girl
General Warnings: None
Trigger Warnings: Emotional Abuse
Series: None
Chapters: 79 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 117179 Read Count: 60129
[Report This] Published: Feb 15, 2013 Updated: May 06, 2019
Summary: Past Featured Story

“I'd lie for you and that's the truth
Do anything you ask me to
I'd even sell my soul for you
I'd do it all for you
If you'd just believe in me.”

It is the year 2006. Michael Jackson is trying to find peace of mind and normality after the traumatizing trial. He goes to Ireland.

Amanda Sanchez follows her mother from native Spain on a wild dream of finding the unnamed man who, 24 years ago, fathered Amanda on a beach in Ibiza. They move to Ireland.

What happens when two disenchanted people meet accidentally? Could they redeem each other and restore their faith in humanity?

 


Categories: This Is It: 2006-2009, Adult, Hurt/Comfort, Romance, Trigger Warning!
Characters: Michael, Original Girl
General Warnings: None
Trigger Warnings: Alcohol Abuse, Death
Series: None
Chapters: 51 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 113480 Read Count: 30675
[Report This] Published: Nov 05, 2013 Updated: May 04, 2019
Summary:

The year is 1980 and the place University of California in Los Angeles (UCLA). A place ruled by fraternities and sororities. Two people who won't fit in. Two different stories. One possible outcome...

Michael                                                                                                      Lena

NOTE: At the beginning of this story Michael is not famous.


Categories: Adult, Adventure, Hurt/Comfort, Romance
Characters: Michael, Original Girl
General Warnings: None
Trigger Warnings: Racism
Series: None
Chapters: 34 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 74516 Read Count: 8987
[Report This] Published: Dec 20, 2013 Updated: May 25, 2018
Black Swan by femalien Rated: M starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 113]
Summary:

 

He lost his love, his passion for dance and his joy for living.

She has a big dream, a zest for life and so many obstacles to overcome.

He can't make it on his own. She can't make it on her own.

He is heartbroken. She is blind. But together, they could find a way....


Categories: Adult, Angst, Hurt/Comfort, Romance, Trigger Warning!
Characters: Michael, Original Girl
General Warnings: None
Trigger Warnings: Alcohol Abuse
Series: None
Chapters: 41 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 62150 Read Count: 12909
[Report This] Published: Jun 09, 2013 Updated: Oct 21, 2017
Summary:

He is the king of illegal car races. He is Michael Jackson and his car is the fastest in all Los Angeles.

That is, until she came to the coast. Shayna Dyer is the kind girl whom you don't want to mess with. She can drive and drink like a man. She can hold grudges and has a big mouth. Oh, did I forget to mention that she's as hot as hell?


Categories: Bad: 1986-1990, Adult, Adventure, Drama, Humor
Characters: Michael, Original Girl
General Warnings: Erotica, Graphic Depictions of Violence, Mild Violence, Nudity, Some Scenes of a Sexual Nature, Some Scenes of an Explicit Sexual Nature, Strong Language
Trigger Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 16 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 32094 Read Count: 1745
[Report This] Published: May 26, 2015 Updated: Sep 24, 2017
Summary:

Abandoned in his fame, Michael Jackson seeks companionship...even for one night only. He didn't plan to pick Nadine though...

Because there was something different about that girl. Her outworldly delicacy and troubled past, her passion for music make her different. And soon enough, Michael finds himself involved in a chain of troubling events involving love, jealousy, greed...and a priceless Stradivarius violin.


Categories: Invincible: 2000-2003, Adult, Adventure, Angst, Romance, Suspense
Characters: Original Girl
General Warnings: None
Trigger Warnings: Alcohol Abuse, Drug Abuse
Series: None
Chapters: 25 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 60179 Read Count: 6489
[Report This] Published: Oct 30, 2014 Updated: Aug 02, 2017
Summary:

When Michael is admitted in a private detox clinic, he can't help noticing the girl who runs in the back yard all night long, fighting off sleep in any way she can.

For Jamie life was a happy hike on the mountain trails, camping and trekking, until one day changes her forever. What secret does she keep? Why is she afraid to go to sleep?

* * *

This story was requested by my good friend Jamie (Lovergirl95). Jamie, I hope you like this!


Categories: Dangerous: 1991-1993, Adventure, Hurt/Comfort, Mystery, Romance, Suspense
Characters: Michael, Original Girl
General Warnings: None
Trigger Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 56 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 114569 Read Count: 25230
[Report This] Published: Aug 25, 2012 Updated: Nov 01, 2016
Summary:

 

"I am the lie, Michael. I am part of the lie. Everything you see...everything you hear...It was fabricated for you. For your bosses. For everyone in America."

"But why, Natalya?"

"Because they want to ruin your good name...They want to show how the corrupt capitalist world of America is trying to destroy the Perestroika. Once you fall into their trap, you will never be able to recover. And if I don't push you into this trap, they will send me to Lubyancka prison and I will never see little Katya again."

* * *

When Michael Jackson, the most famous entertainer ever, is invited to Soviet Russia to record a duet with Natalya, the most famous Russian pop sensation, something looks a little off...a little too good to be true...


Categories: Bad: 1986-1990, Adult, Adventure, Hurt/Comfort, Romance, Suspense
Characters: Michael, Original Girl
General Warnings: None
Trigger Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 30 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 39622 Read Count: 4868
[Report This] Published: Sep 15, 2013 Updated: May 23, 2016
Summary:

As Michael is preparing for his 30th anniversary concert, his wife Belinda prepares for her first continental tour with her band. With 4 children to manage and the media never giving them a break, it is not an easy job being the Jacksons...


Categories: Adult, Hurt/Comfort, Humor, Romance
Characters: Michael, Original Girl
General Warnings: None
Trigger Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 91 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 193443 Read Count: 36070
[Report This] Published: Jun 06, 2012 Updated: Sep 14, 2015
Threatened by femalien Rated: M starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 148]
Summary:

Michael is preparing for the beginning of his Bad Tour, when a strange girl, who refuses to disclose her real name, comes with a disturbing information: someone has paid a dangerous gang to kill him during the tour.

She insists to become his bodyguard for free and put her life on the line to save Michael. Who is this girl? And who wants to harm Michael? How does it feel when every second of every day and night you feel...threatened?


Categories: Bad: 1986-1990, Adult, Adventure, Hurt/Comfort, Suspense
Characters: Michael, Original Girl
General Warnings: None
Trigger Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 79 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 125329 Read Count: 46825
[Report This] Published: Mar 07, 2012 Updated: Oct 29, 2014
Monster by femalien Rated: M starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 68]
Summary:


 


A good Catholic from Little Italy, Seraphina shocks her family by getting a divorce from her abusive husband. She is cast away and disowned.


Michael is happily signing autographs in front of Virgin Megastore in New York. In one instance, his senses are captured by a beautiful, quiet and troubled young woman. In his generous attempt to bring her some comfort, Michael finds himself absorbed in a story involving Italian traditions, love and family honor.



Categories: Adult, Romance, Suspense
Characters: Michael, Original Girl
General Warnings: None
Trigger Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 47 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 95645 Read Count: 27976
[Report This] Published: Jan 23, 2012 Updated: Jul 02, 2013
Ghosts by femalien Rated: M starstarstarstarhalf-star [Reviews - 127]
Summary:

UPDATE! New cover added for the story!

UPDATE! Thank you also for 100 reviews! I love you all!

THANK YOU ALL FOR 10,000 READS! You are wonderful!

Marie (Missy) Hendricks remains jobless when the advertising agency she had been working for the last 4 years closes down. One day, she answers the classified ad placed by a mysterious gentleman who is looking for a personal assistant...


Categories: Adult, Mystery, Romance
Characters: Michael, Original Girl
General Warnings: None
Trigger Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 43 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 88117 Read Count: 35892
[Report This] Published: Jan 21, 2012 Updated: Jun 29, 2013
Summary:

Fame and power have got to Michael's head eventually and he knows only one way to deal with people: it's my way or the highway. He thinks the same rule applies to the woman who loves him - and he manages to push her away.

Emily Harrison has to deal with Michael's complex personality and a sister with suicidal tendencies. When the world crashes around her, she has to fight for her own sanity.

Will Michael get one more chance at love with her?


Categories: Adult, Angst, Hurt/Comfort
Characters: Michael, Original Girl
General Warnings: None
Trigger Warnings: None
Challenges: Older Michael's Point of View
Series: None
Chapters: 30 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 58021 Read Count: 13426
[Report This] Published: Jan 25, 2012 Updated: Sep 10, 2012