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Bio:
I have never written a story before but decided to jot down some thoughts recently. I have found it very fun coming up with plotlines and taking you down the road of a romance involving Michael Jackson.
I tried to weave in some logistial information from places i have been to in my life.
I grew up my entire life loving Michael jackson. I've always had all of his music and loved to watch his short films. When he died a part of my childhood died with him. I am happiest when I listen to his music. Not a day goes by when I dont think of what an incredible hole has been left in the world's heart when he passed. Hopefully in my writing he can continue to live in the words on the screen for many.
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"I had always wondered what my purpose in life was. Michael knew that his was to bring joy through his music and help people, but what was my purpose in life? I spend my nights searching through the darkness. Searching for her, searching for me. Searching for the light, searching for a way out. I needed to get out. I was drowning in my own tears."
What do you do when you lose everything you have to live for? Jayden is a 17 years old school girl when her and Michael goes from being friends to being lovers. One night changes her life forever, and she soon finds herself living a life that she never dreamt about. But happiness doesn't last forever. The pain of losing can be gruesome especially to someone who's already scarred. Join Michael and Jayden on their journey. Will their love be strong enough to survive?
Still gasping I got up an stumbled my way back into the bedroom. I grabbed a bag, my phone and some money. I had no idea where I was heading, but I couldn’t stay. Everyone was gone, and I had nothing left. No family, no purpose, no love…
More tears fell as I pulled the ring off my finger. I wondered if it was even supposed to be there in the first place?
Why would god put me on this earth only so that he could break me and break me down?
There could only be one answer to that question.
God didn’t exist…
And neither did I anymore.
- Helene Jackson xx
Categories: Off The Wall: 1975-1981, Thriller: 1982-1983, Adult, Hurt/Comfort, Romance, Trigger Warning!
Characters: Michael, Original Girl
General Warnings: None
Trigger Warnings: Alcohol Abuse, Death, Drug Abuse, Self-Harm, Suicide
Series: None
Chapters: 74 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 145798 Read Count: 28070
Date: Aug 13, 2014 Title: Chapter 64: Stolen kisses
Ohh writers block. It sucks big time. I hate it when you know where you want to go but can't make a bridge to get that. I like what you've done in you block. I like the times they are now together.
Date: Jul 04, 2014 Title: Chapter 53: Hold on, we're going home
Beautifully written. Thank you for explaining things more...I was confused and now it's clearer.
Author's Response:
Thank you! I'm glad you're not confused anymore. If anything, you can always ask!:) xx
Date: Jul 03, 2014 Title: Chapter 52: Temptation
I found the twist you made in the story interesting but I was confused at times. Take your time writing and don't rush to get something published. That's just my suggestion. Otherwise keep up the good work. It's hard being a writer and people don't review. I can relate
Author's Response:
I know I shouldn't stress, I just really like posting every night. I love writing this story, and I simply prefer posting short chapters often instead of posting long chapters once a week for example.
I'm really thankful for your support, it means a lot! <3
Date: Jun 26, 2014 Title: Chapter 46: Embrace in the storm
Bout damn time they speak to each other
Author's Response:
Yea, they should have done that a year ago...
thank you for reviewing, it means a lot to me!
Date: Jun 22, 2014 Title: Chapter 38: The missing purpose
Wow, that was brave of you to go there. Excellent...now the questions is is she dead or was it a dream?
Author's Response:
You'll know soon, I'm posting the next chapter now
Date: Jun 18, 2014 Title: Chapter 1: The beginning
Diana is a whorebag she needs to stay away from him.
Author's Response:
I agree X''D
Thank you for reading, and thank you for making me smile <3
Date: Jun 15, 2014 Title: Chapter 27: Fear of the closest
I do t know why you don't have more reviews. Your story is very good. It's very frustrating. I can relate
Author's Response:
Thank you <3 And yea...it's frustrating.... but I'm thankful for the ones of you who does review!<3
Date: Jun 16, 2014 Title: Chapter 28: Innocent giggles
I think the lack of feedback is universal...no one is reviewing anything...it's not just you...very frustrating..I've got three stories I update and get hundreds of reads a day and two reviews...
Author's Response:
I never usually complain or anything, I just think it's strange because I usually DO get feedback. I also post on Wattpad, and I haven't gotten any feedback on there either on the last 3 chapters. ...
Date: Sep 21, 2014 Title: Chapter 68: Not an update
Amen...I want to scream it from the mountain tops. I agree with you 100000% How do you have 100 reads per chapter and 2-3 reviews? To me it's insulting and greedy considering how much time and effort goes into writing. I mean seriously, I was writing a chaper every day for people .. How hard is it to write a word or two....and I know you don't have to write something for every chapter (I've been guilty of that) but something once in awhile...it pisses me off and I get so angry I don't feel like writing though I have great plans for both the stories I have going right now.
Ps. I like this story a lot but took a Haitis for awhile when the baby died and she was all depressed...I loved that they finally got back together. I love them together...I apologize if I haven't reviewed as often as I should but I try. Us writers need to stick together.
Author's Response:
You're so right! I hate the lack of review!
And it's completely fine if you took a break. I've done that a million times! Sometimes when things get too depressing you lose motivation to read, and you need a break. I'm just glad that you're back! b25;
Date: May 03, 2014 Title: Chapter 8: Clueless
Great story. Can't wait for the results..I hope it's negative. I want to see Michael squirm when he needs to buy condoms
Author's Response:
hahaha X'D I'm glad you like it!xx
Date: May 12, 2014 Title: Chapter 13: Roaring thunder
Good chapter. I thought Joseph was going to smack her around and she would lose the baby or something.
Author's Response:
No thankfully :) Thank you for reading!<3
Date: May 25, 2014 Title: Chapter 17: If only I could...
Excellent chapter. Yea!!
Author's Response:
Thanks! :)
Date: May 21, 2014 Title: Chapter 16: Sweet pecks and pokes
Thanks for updating. I like this story.
Author's Response:
Well thank you for reading it! You guys are my motivation! :) <3
Date: Jun 13, 2014 Title: Chapter 24: Purpose in life
Beautifully written
Author's Response:
Thank you! <3