Blog Of A Short MJ Fan by loyalpyt
Summary:

A look at my life and all that good stuff. Come here to also view all kinds of story news and thoughts, plus my little rants. I also throw in some shoutouts too!


Categories: Journal Characters: None
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Trigger Warnings: None
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Chapters: 74 Completed: No Word count: 9404 Read: 129704 Published: Dec 31, 2014 Updated: Jan 16, 2016
Confession by loyalpyt

I have a confession to make.  I felt insecure during the awards. I wanted to feel loved instead of invisible.  It was my temper and insecurities that got the best of me.  I don't know what got into me at that time. Next time an awards thing rolls around, I probably won't speak or be on if I am busy. I'm moving on and just not feel so insecure about it. It felt like my self esteem had dropped.  I'm okay now. If I never get nominated (and possibly I won't because no one apparently cares and likes my stuff except for a few people #youknowwhoyouare), I just won't speak about it or vote.

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