Trigger Warnings: Attempted Suicide
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The Bodyguard by Shadekhin Rated: MA starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 30]
Summary:

One of them is terrified.

~ The other is bored.

He needs someone to protect him.

~ He is the new bodyguard.

He's safe.

~ Of course he's not...

What if the one who wants to play with him was already here ?...
 

 


Categories: Bad: 1986-1990, Adult, Angst, Hurt/Comfort, Romance, Slash, Suspense
Characters: Michael
General Warnings: Erotica, Graphic Depictions of Violence, Mild Violence, Nudity, Some Scenes of a Sexual Nature, Some Scenes of an Explicit Sexual Nature, Strong Language
Trigger Warnings: Alcohol Abuse, Attempted Suicide, Death, Domestic Abuse, Drug Abuse, Emotional Abuse, Kidnapping, Neglect, Physical Abuse, Rape, Self-Harm, Sexual Abuse
Series: None
Chapters: 11 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 12694 Read Count: 2836
[Report This] Published: Jul 19, 2015 Updated: Aug 19, 2015
Summary:

Don't know

Don't know if I could do this on my own

Why do you have to leave me?

It seems I'm losing something deep inside of me

Hold on, on to me

Now I see

Now I see

 

Everybody hurts someday

It's ok to be afraid

Everybody hurts

Everybody screams

Everybody feels this way 

It's ok

 

It feels like nothing really matters anymore

When you're gone, I can't breathe

And I know

You never meant to make me feel this way

This can't be happening

 

....So many questions

So much on my mind

So many answers I can't find

I wish I could turn back the time

I wonder why

 

'Why? Why'd he do this to me? He can't--He can't leave me. No he can't. This is not happening...' Melody sniffled, burying her face in the pillow. Few minutes earlier, her eyes couldn't leave the TV screen, waiting for new information about This Is It Tour. 'This might be the last tour of him. Can't miss it. I CAN’T MISS IT. Damn, he might be 50 years old, wearing an outfit that makes no sense, but still hotter than your 20-year-old supermodel boyfriend. At any age, at any century, girls still drool on his feet. What a man!' She mumbled to herself, biting her fingernail if she had any...."What do you mean? The tour is cancelled? Why? Why? He's what?--What did you say?" She yelled, which made her father sitting next to her give her a wtf look. She glanced at the newspaper on his hand. Though her misty eyes made it hard to read anything at the moment, she could still read the big font 'Wacko Jacko is DEAD' next to the picture of him, pale and weak. Her father already knew this before the news on TV. Before he could say anything to comfort his daughter, Melody run like an arrow upstairs, readied to let out an ocean of tears in her room.

...She’s holding a picture of him, her favorite one. He’s smiling happily. That beautiful smile.... now is so gone.


Categories: This Is It: 2006-2009, Adventure, Crime, Drama, Hurt/Comfort, Humor, Romance, Dreams, Lyrics
Characters: Michael, Original Girl
General Warnings: Graphic Depictions of Violence, Some Scenes of a Sexual Nature, Strong Language
Trigger Warnings: Attempted Suicide, Death, Kidnapping
Series: None
Chapters: 2 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 793 Read Count: 76
[Report This] Published: Aug 03, 2015 Updated: Aug 04, 2015
Summary:

This is not a story this is just a little bit about me for the new readers and current so you all can get to know me a bit.


Categories: Journal
Characters: None
General Warnings: None
Trigger Warnings: Attempted Suicide, Bulimia, Self-Harm
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 272 Read Count: 24
[Report This] Published: Aug 02, 2015 Updated: Aug 02, 2015
Summary:

Michael Jackson is world-known superstar.

Everybody wants to be in his place.

Surrounded by fame and money.

But nobody sees the dark side of it.

Michael has a sad, lonely life.

But it takes a complete turn when he meets her.

 

Cara Delevingne is a beautiful young girl.

Despite her painful life, she finds a way to keep living.

Helpless, hopeless.

That is until she meets him.

A love story filled with pain, passion, lust and betrayal.

caraMichael


Categories: Bad: 1986-1990, Adult, Hurt/Comfort, Romance, Song Fics, Suspense, Trigger Warning!, Lyrics
Characters: Michael, Original Girl
General Warnings: Erotica, Graphic Depictions of Violence, Mild Violence, Nudity, Some Scenes of a Sexual Nature, Some Scenes of an Explicit Sexual Nature, Strong Language
Trigger Warnings: Alcohol Abuse, Attempted Suicide, Emotional Abuse, Physical Abuse, Self-Harm, Sexual Abuse, Suicide
Series: None
Chapters: 3 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 1642 Read Count: 1966
[Report This] Published: Jan 22, 2014 Updated: Jun 27, 2015
Summary:

This is my letter to Michael. I've been through a lot lately that's why I haven't been on here lately. I'll add a story to go along with this letter soon.


Categories: Open Letters, Trigger Warning!
Characters: Michael
General Warnings: None
Trigger Warnings: Attempted Suicide, Bulimia, Self-Harm
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 282 Read Count: 29
[Report This] Published: Jun 05, 2015 Updated: Jun 05, 2015
Summary:  photo Jacksons_zpspynmvak7.jpg

Budge has harbored a secret, not so secret, crush on Michael since she took her first breath. Now she is finally old enough to properly pursue the man she believes to be her soul mate. Is she or her pint sized best friend, ready for what happens when you step into the crazy world of the Jacksons?
Categories: Off The Wall: 1975-1981, Thriller: 1982-1983, Adult, Angst, Drama, Hurt/Comfort, Humor, Romance
Characters: Michael, Original Girl
General Warnings: Erotica, Some Scenes of a Sexual Nature, Some Scenes of an Explicit Sexual Nature, Strong Language
Trigger Warnings: Attempted Suicide
Series: None
Chapters: 39 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 420385 Read Count: 8124
[Report This] Published: Apr 15, 2015 Updated: Apr 21, 2015
Summary:

And yeah, I let you used from the day that we first met but I'm not done yet falling for you - fool's gold.
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Harriet O' Connell always longed for the glamorous life. A life that for her seemed unattainable. What started out as a juvenile longing to have the most up to fashion clothes soon grew into a vice, a habit using rich and famous men solely for the purpose of fulfilling her material greed. When Michael Jackson makes it big with his album Thriller, he quickly becomes Harri's new target.To Harriet, Michael's nothing more than a gold mine but what happens when someone gets overly attached and the rules of the game are changed?


Categories: Thriller: 1982-1983, Hurt/Comfort, Romance, Trigger Warning!
Characters: Michael, Original Girl
General Warnings: None
Trigger Warnings: Attempted Suicide, Drug Abuse, Suicide
Series: None
Chapters: 2 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 1596 Read Count: 114
[Report This] Published: Feb 08, 2015 Updated: Feb 15, 2015
Closure by LadyKeren Rated: K+ starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 4]
Summary:

ThisIsItMichael2

 

Still struggling to cope with Michael's death, Emily and two of her friends attend the vigil in Gary Indiana on the day of the one year anniversary of his death. Just when Emily thought she would go crazy wallowing in self-pity, she receives a visit from the spirit form of someone she thought she would never have a chance to apologize to again.
Note: Although Michael is dead in this story, he does make an appearance in a realistic dream.


Categories: This Is It: 2006-2009, Angst, Family, Hurt/Comfort, One Shot
Characters: Original Girl
General Warnings: None
Trigger Warnings: Attempted Suicide
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 7114 Read Count: 361
[Report This] Published: Nov 12, 2013 Updated: Nov 12, 2013